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			<title>Earworm Precognition</title>
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			<description><![CDATA[I woke early this morning with an earworm of â€œsmoking in the boys roomâ€ which is weird because I usually have a wonderful Christian song lyric earworming me.<br><br><div class="ubbcode-block"><div class="ubbcode-header">Quote</div><div class="ubbcode-body">An earworm or brainworm, also described as sticky music or stuck song syndrome, is a catchy or memorable piece of music or saying that continuously occupies a person's mind even after it is no longer being played or spoken about.</div></div><br>I went out for my morning walk on empty rural roads where I rarely see a car or a person. On my way back a white car was on the road headed my way. As it passed, I saw a young man with his arm hanging out the window. He was smoking a cigarette and I got a good whiff of the smoke. We waved to each other and smiled. And then I realized, oh THAT is why I had the earworm. Precog!<br><br>This occurred about an hour after I experienced the earworm. So we do know the future, eh?<br><br>]]></description>
			<pubDate>Tue, 28 Jul 2026 14:20:39 +0000</pubDate>
			<dc:creator>Alisa</dc:creator>
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			<title>Stringing together my ShoutChats</title>
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			<description><![CDATA[Alisa: <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/default_dark/pink.gif" alt="pink" title="pink" height="34" width="40" /><br>Alisa: Numbers up! â¬†ï¸â¬†ï¸â¬†ï¸<br>Alisa: 11:11 Best Day Yet<br>Alisa: Trained to sleep less <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/default_dark/yawn.gif" alt="yawn" title="yawn" height="15" width="15" /><br>Alisa: Healthy <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/default_dark/weightlifter.gif" alt="weightlifter" title="weightlifter" height="40" width="40" /><br>Alisa: It IS getting better! <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/default_dark/superhappy.gif" alt="superhappy" title="superhappy" height="45" width="51" /><br>Alisa: Wide awake <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/default_dark/ahha.gif" alt="ahha" title="ahha" height="20" width="18" /><br>Alisa: Feeling blessed <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/default_dark/content.gif" alt="content" title="content" height="20" width="20" /><br>Alisa: Itâ€™s true!<br>Alisa: Be healed<br>Alisa: Uplifted! <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/default_dark/gadget.gif" alt="gadget" title="gadget" height="43" width="93" /><br>Alisa: Best day incoming!<br>Alisa: Love <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/default_dark/pigtails.gif" alt="pigtails" title="pigtails" height="40" width="96" /><br>Alisa: Super conscious ðŸ§ <br>Alisa: No worries <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/default_dark/happyrun.gif" alt="happyrun" title="happyrun" height="31" width="100" /><br>Alisa: I like Mike ðŸ‘<br>Alisa: <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/default_dark/hiya.gif" alt="hiya" title="hiya" height="44" width="46" /><br>Alisa: So much better!<br>Alisa: Full deep rest ðŸ˜´ðŸ˜´ðŸ˜´<br>Alisa: Green and black tea = Camellia sinensis<br>Alisa: What do you really want?<br>Alisa: Loss of gravity? <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/default_dark/spirit.gif" alt="spirit" title="spirit" height="35" width="95" /><br>Alisa: Attracting more viewers <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/default_dark/watchingtv.gif" alt="tv" title="tv" height="22" width="50" /><br>Alisa: 111111111111111111111111111111111111111<br>Alisa: Rosanna and Husky ðŸ’”<br>Alisa: Hey Friend <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/default_dark/waving.gif" alt="waving" title="waving" height="15" width="25" /><br>Alisa: Pick yourself up <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/default_dark/abduct.gif" alt="abduct" title="abduct" height="30" width="30" /><br>Alisa: Break out <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/default_dark/madjump.gif" alt="madjump" title="madjump" height="15" width="25" /><br>Alisa: Overcoming the world<br>Alisa: Loving ai…are you? <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/default_dark/cylon.gif" alt="cylon" title="cylon" height="15" width="15" /><br>Alisa: Surrounded by <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/default_dark/angel8.gif" alt="angel8" title="angel8" height="23" width="61" /> <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/default_dark/angel8.gif" alt="angel8" title="angel8" height="23" width="61" /> <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/default_dark/angel8.gif" alt="angel8" title="angel8" height="23" width="61" /><br>Alisa: <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/default_dark/greenbot.gif" alt="greenbot" title="greenbot" height="29" width="17" /> <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/default_dark/greenbot.gif" alt="greenbot" title="greenbot" height="29" width="17" /> <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/default_dark/greenbot.gif" alt="greenbot" title="greenbot" height="29" width="17" /> <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/default_dark/greenbot.gif" alt="greenbot" title="greenbot" height="29" width="17" /> <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/default_dark/greenbot.gif" alt="greenbot" title="greenbot" height="29" width="17" /><br>Alisa: Walmart <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/default_dark/twitch.gif" alt="twitch" title="twitch" height="15" width="15" /><br>Alisa: Lando Norris <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/default_dark/winner.gif" alt="winner" title="winner" height="26" width="31" /><br>Alisa: Antonelli <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/default_dark/winner2.gif" alt="winner2" title="winner2" height="26" width="31" /><br>Alisa: George Russell <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/default_dark/winner3.gif" alt="winner3" title="winner3" height="26" width="31" /><br><br>]]></description>
			<pubDate>Mon, 24 Aug 2026 22:14:52 +0000</pubDate>
			<dc:creator>Alisa</dc:creator>
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			<title>Solar Flare</title>
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			<description><![CDATA[<a href="http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-2111506/Solar-storm-March-2012-Largest-solar-flare-6-years-hit-Earth-today.html"  rel="nofollow" target="_blank">Solar Storm March 2012</a><br><br>With the largest solar flare (x-class) in 5+ years arriving, I know it is no coincidence that I woke with my head spinning and a huge wave of rebellion rising up in me.  It is time for accelerated change, and has been since Sept 2011 for me.  I knew I had to cut the deadwood from my life today as I sever all the remaining unhealthy relationships from my past.<br><br>With each of these flares have come scary challenges in which I must make choices, but choices that I find cut the tethers that hold me down.  I feel like a rocket, all fueled up, with the balance about to shift as all the remaining restraints removed.  It's scary and delightful.  I feel a fire at the base of my spine, in my pelvis and belly that is trying to rise.  My crown chakra is swirling (making me dizzy) as the debris from the blockage is being churned in a whirlwind.<br><br>Synchronistically, I hear a loud buzz of a chainsaw outside as a team of men are clearing all the trees of wayward branches and deadwood, just as I am doing the same in my personal life.<br><br>No stopping it now. It's &quot;go time&quot;.<br><br>]]></description>
			<pubDate>Fri, 09 Mar 2012 01:21:31 +0000</pubDate>
			<dc:creator>Alisa</dc:creator>
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			<title>Syncs - White King - Star - Transform - New Baby</title>
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			<description><![CDATA[I appreciate the feedback, J.  It opens up more avenues for thought and that is priceless. <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/default_dark/gem.gif" alt="gem" title="gem" height="10" width="11" /> I agree about the seeds analogy. And I enjoyed reading about your love for your garden and seedlings.<br><br>From the dream I felt that I was moving on to the next level and that the new baby would be where I once was.  My moving on was a consolation that more than made up for any pang of jealousy because I was ready for the new experience I was going to have.  However, it was perhaps a better or better-equipped baby than I had been.  And I think it definitely was receiving a refined love. Because through loving me and the experience it gave my dad as I grew, he probably realized that next time he would even give more love to a baby because he saw that it was not harmful to kiss the baby all over (didn't make the baby feel entitled, but rather loved).<br><br>I do think that it is progressive how each generation gets more (love) and starts off on better footing than the one before.  My parents received less from their parents, and I received more...now the new baby will receive even more to start out with, and so on.  Learning to better parent through each generation via practice and mistakes, etc.<br><br>]]></description>
			<pubDate>Sat, 22 Oct 2011 00:37:17 +0000</pubDate>
			<dc:creator>Alisa</dc:creator>
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			<title>Bitten By Bloodsucking Bugs - Vision of An Interdimensional Bug</title>
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			<description><![CDATA[07.09.11<br><br>I can't remember much of my dreams but I had a rough night of sleep waking frequently and tossing/turning feeling alternately hot then cold. We are currently staying at a resort by the ocean and I felt the sting and itch from mosquitos or other small bugs that had penetrated our room and were biting my hands and wrists in the night (as the itchy welts prove today). Yet the temperature has been chilly at night so this is not the high season for them. I have to say I feel it was in a sense, spirit biting me, already starting to eat me on an anticipatory, preliminary level. ï¿½My only clear memory of visions was of a gangle of green snakes against a black backdrop like space,ï¿½coming toward me. Very real looking, but I knew at the time that I was altered and thus it was only a vision.<br><br>When I woke in the morning I felt very tired but I got up and went into the lounge room and sat on the couch. I stared off as if into space, but my eyes were pointing toward the floor by the sliding glass door where the light and shadows were mingling. Suddenly I saw a shadow shaped like a huge insect (a prehistoric armored potato bug or centipede) popped up as if half in the carpet and half out and started a straight swift line of movement in my direction. This grabbed my attention and snapped my consciousness into full alertness and banishing my ability to see this spirit sight any longer. I even shook my head and fluttered my eyelid to see if my eyes were working right. It was quite a shock to my consciousness.<br><br>About 20 min later I began to doze as I sat on the couch when my clairaudience tuned in and a voice said, &quot;Hey, you just saw something noteworthy.&quot; The voice explained that what I saw was only registered by about 6% of my consciousness as the other 94% remained unaware, but that nevertheless, it was real.<br><br>It's hard to keep the balance between alert consciousness and altered so as to hear messages and record them in conscious memory. I fell asleep for a few minutes trying to hear and remember more, then just before nodding off, I heard something about the green (energy, bugs, something) coming to eat me up and bring balance.<br><br>Despite the fact that my husband, the smartest person I know, denies or senses none of this, I still feel a great change is happening right now on a preliminary or etheric level and is inevitably to manifest on this conscious level.<br><br>]]></description>
			<pubDate>Thu, 08 Sep 2011 02:07:00 +0000</pubDate>
			<dc:creator>Alisa</dc:creator>
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			<title>Night Lessons of Orbiting &quot;New Mom&quot; Hercolobus - Dream: A Trendy Vehicle?</title>
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			<description><![CDATA[06.09.11<br><br>The theme of my night was - how can I transition to orbit the &quot;new mother&quot;, the dark star/sun, as smoothly as possible. This seemed to be the theme of my dreams as well as the information I gathered in between, and the visuals I saw of the orbit as an animation or as if from afar.<br><br>I had a thought at one point, &quot;I could leave the orbit of the current sun if I destroyed it,&quot; to which I received the realization of, &quot;No, no, no,&quot; there are better ways (than destruction). The desire was for smoothness in transition.<br><br>I don't know if the whole earth and all inhabitants will make the transition. I do know that it is a transition that will be very good, and more wondrous/joyful than orbiting the &quot;old mom&quot; red sun. It's a step forward in progression.<br><br>And interestingly, my son began talking about an &quot;old mom&quot; and &quot;new mom&quot; after watching the last Harry Potter film a month ago and seeing Hermoine as a mother in it. He started calling her &quot;old mom&quot; and me &quot;new mom&quot;, which was interesting and strange, as are all the funny things he comes up with, but I didn't know why this idea came to him and stuck as it did. I figured his dad had given him this idea, but D says he did not and that it is a concept my son came up with on his own. So it seems yet another prophetic sync from him (like the meteorite he has talked about).<br><br>In the portion of dreams that I remember from last night, I was going to the final days of high school. In the dream, I had gone from trendy and pretty when I first went to school, to very plain un-vain. A friend from school, Laura, was coming to pick me up. She had always been plain because her mother wouldn't let her dress impractically, but now she was more free and able to dress in fashion so she was dressing up a bit. It rekindled my memory of my fashionable years, so moments before school, I began digging through my old stuff trying to find things I'd like and would make me look pretty. Unfortunately, I became very sidetracked in this pursuit and thus was not going to be ready to go on time when Laura arrived. In fact, I had become rather unconscious and put my vehicle up on stilts (it made sense in the dream) so it would be out of the way and easy to work on. But then I realized that there was no known way to get it down from these stilts without crashing or destroying the car. I wondered why I put it up there so mindlessly without a thought for getting it down. In fact, it was like a punch in the guts to realize suddenly how innocent, yet wasteful this act had been. It was my old car that I didn't care a lot about, and I usually got a ride with Laura now, but still, it was my vehicle, and probably the only one I had.<br><br>I asked my stepdad how I could get the car down now, figuring if anyone knew, he would. But he did not know. I wondered why stilts were even made available (since they seemed such a folly). Now I was late for school, my vehicle was hopelessly stuck up on stilts, all my calmness and feeling of mastery being at the end of high school was perturbed. But I think I looked a bit pretty versus plain.<br><br>I feel this dream was in response to my strong question last night as I looked in the mirror before bed and thought, ï¿½<span style="font-style: italic">Why can't I be a bit thinner and prettier? What's the harm?</span> ï¿½Vehicle = body in my dream, and I interpret the message to be that fussing over the body's attractive/trendiness is folly.<br><br>]]></description>
			<pubDate>Wed, 07 Sep 2011 07:44:16 +0000</pubDate>
			<dc:creator>Alisa</dc:creator>
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			<title>Large-Headed Aliens Dream- Green Alien Armies War Over Earth -Abracadabra</title>
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			<description><![CDATA[05.09.11<br><br>I woke near 3 am, breathless and with a splitting headache. I felt an alien presence around in the environment (left over from my dream) so despite needing to pee, I held it until the feeling of these entities receded.<br><br>I had dreamed that I had made a teaching kit that contained props of sorts, some of which were dolls. I had made my first appointment to present this demonstration to a woman who had a special needs child (the type that in my dream had the feature of a larger head than normal). The gist of the demonstration was to show how these type of children were not defective, but special and good (and were actually this new type of large-headed aliens incarnating on earth), and that we needed to nurture them.<br><br>I felt I did a reasonably good job showing and convincing this woman, but I also was a novice, so I asked her to critique me. She did. Though it was initially uncomfortable to be criticized, I instantly realized the great value in the information and afterward wished I had writtten it down. I spent the rest of the dream side-tracked trying to find pen and paper to write it down. All I could remember upon waking was that she started off saying I need to be less apologetic and timid in my presentation. Which upon waking I realized was very true about me and a message I often receive in dreams, so took it onboard.<br><br>When I finally tried to go back to sleep at 4 am, I decided to listen through my auditory processing area for messages. I heard, &quot;You are going to go down into the water, boom, boom!&quot; I can't remember what else I heard before falling asleep. I woke in the morning with these words going through my head (me saying them), &quot;The green, frog, murderer, vampire is growing his army.&quot; I felt he was also gathering the trees and nature as part of his army, perhaps against that which is coming to earth (Sarris). I felt a bit of disdain, but I don't know... It seems two sides headed up by green &quot;monsters&quot; are going to war over earth (the biblical angels and demons, with both sides being monsters from a similar lineage - think Annunaki, sons of God, etc.). I felt there was a desire/attempt on both sides to recruit me. To be honest, I intuited the good/bad, dark/light in both sides. And I know that like with human wars, the victor is the hero, and the loser will be written up as the demon.<br><br>I woke for the second morning in a row with the lyrics, &quot;Abra-abracadabra, I want to reach out and grab ya..&quot; Looking up the word &quot;abracadabra&quot; opened up a vista of meaning.<br><br>]]></description>
			<pubDate>Mon, 05 Sep 2011 23:12:20 +0000</pubDate>
			<dc:creator>Alisa</dc:creator>
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			<title>Q&amp;A With Infrastructure (Rip Off Head) - Lucid Dream Flying</title>
			<link>https://aus-city.com/ubbthreads/ubbthreads.php/topics/67774#Post67774</link>
			<description><![CDATA[04.09.11<br><br>I woke at 3 am with the fleeting knowledge of all that is and is to become of me and of the earth, etc., running through my mind. ï¿½I tried to go back to sleep and opened my mind to speaking with someone (whoever was available and would serve me best). ï¿½As I would breathe in I'd ask the question then as I breathed out, an entity would answer or speak. It was a soft but callous or angry energy that spoke to me. It stated that it would rip (or scratch) my head off. I got the image of a line drawing of a spider and scratching off the small head (on a large body). So I began asking it questions. I asked who was saying this. It said, &quot;infrastructure&quot;. I asked it why it was saying this.ï¿½It said something along the lines of, &quot;because I am smarter than you,&quot; (though smarter also meant &quot;more&quot; ). I asked why again and It said, &quot;I can't talk to you anymore.&quot; I felt it meant that was all it could or would say. ï¿½When I try to reason what it meant, it was that it would do this head-removing for the good of the whole or for betterment. I think there was the message that I need to be purely who I am, transparent and open (unafraid). At least I feel this is what I should strive for and I align myself with this will that wants it of me.<br><br>I became lucid in my dream in the early morning hours. I made a mental note that I was suddenly lucid and knew I was in bed dreaming. I looked down and saw a large orangish rock by my feet. I noted how real it looked, but also that it was a hologram because it was a dream. I was next to the ocean, standing on a grassy edge above the beach. My pre-determined rule to fly when lucid, kicked in. I noted the feeling, being more focused and conscious as I am these days, of allowing myself, willing myself, to lift off. ï¿½I realized to not focus on the ground or gravity, letting any such thoughts fall away. As I began to fly I considered that I didn't need to &quot;try&quot;' to fly, that it was my intent to fly and then releasing resistance which made it so. And upon this realization, I remembered a lucid experience in the past where I totally let go and allowed a greater force (higher self) to control it all. And as in the experience where I had let go, I began to move faster. I wondered how fast I would end up moving and if it would become like a wormhole, as it did before. ï¿½But I think I either let go so completely that I became so fast that I was instantaneous, or, that I just could no longer take my consciousness with me such speed, as I became unconscious or don't remember what came next.<br><br>]]></description>
			<pubDate>Sun, 04 Sep 2011 23:55:32 +0000</pubDate>
			<dc:creator>Alisa</dc:creator>
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			<title>They Are Coming...Elenin (and Hercolobus) to Clean Our Clock and &quot;Neutralize Willful Intent&quot;</title>
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			<description><![CDATA[I have a long way to go to get my journal entries all posted chronologically (I'm only up to Dec 2007), but wanted to share today's entry now anyway.<br><br>I've had so many dreams and visions regarding hercolobus (my preferred name for the black-sun-mother). Last night I experienced the "comet" that precedes her.  I saw it symbolized as green Sarris, but is also known as Elenin, which some have said stands for <span style="font-style: italic">Extinction Level Event Nibiru Is Near</span>.<br><br>01.09.11<br><br>All night I struggled with the feeling of the thing that is coming.  I felt the pressure upon me (of the concept) of its arrival.  As I moved into waking consciousness I heard, "It's going to neutralize willful intent." And I saw this symbolized as the breathing of green smoke into a beaker full of darkish liquid which turned it back into clear, clean, neutral water.<br><br>All through the night (and boy was it intense), I experienced that which is hurtling toward us as represented by Sarris (from Galaxy Quest). He was angry, or rather, very intent. He was rocketing toward earth.<br><br><center>  <img src="http://www.metawake.info/images/alien/sarris.jpg" alt="[Linked Image from metawake.info]" class="post-image" style="height:auto!important;max-width:100%!important;"/>  </center><br><br>As I was drifting while watching a movie before bed, I kept seeing vague images of angry/intent alien/monster faces, and I kept hearing varied hostile phrases such as, "I'm gonna rip your head off."  I then continued to hear these phrases when I went to bed and had not yet fallen asleep.  They were about the intent of this entity/entities to come kick our collective, or planetary ass. It wasn't directed at me specifically.<br><br>The female/mother is behind him, following him. She is not angry like him, but nor would she interfere.  She is rather neutral and just a bit loving or nurturing.  The green reptilian entity/entities preceding her gave off the idea of not only coming to kick our ass and clean our clock, but also to eat us.<br><br>At times during the night I also kept hearing and feeling to "draw your blinds". Either because of the possible burning light effect, or to not have to witness what will occur. But probably more about protection from the light.<br><br>This morning as I woke and got ready for the day, I began to receive the preamble to the US constitution... “We the people in order to form a more perfect union, establish justice insure domestic tranquillity, provide for the common defence, promote the general welfare and secure the blessings of liberty to ourselves and our posterity...” It made me feel a little emotional as I interpreted this to mean that we are moving toward betterment and that we deserve it (a more perfect union).<br><br>As I pondered all of this, I related it to the feelings I had when I left home at 18 years old, and how truly happy I was for the new found, pure freedom.  It is strongly imprinted in my memory as the happiest time in my life, and I remember looking into the mirror of my first apartment and saying out loud, “I am so happy. This is the happiest I've ever been!” as if to set in stone that this is what I truly wanted and love, to be free.<br><br>I know that with the coming of these entities and the mother will be freedom and neutrality – a thousand golden years of peace and joy (I've been receiving lots of “golden years” messages) – and the opportunity to “become” as we/I break away from this strong, structured family.  As we hatch from this confining egg.  As we free ourselves from the spider's web.<br><br>I also thought about my vision of the entity Saytheth stretching each of our lives out into a long dark torus funnel again and again each time we reached the top so we would start over again (reincarnate - round and round).  And how I sometimes feel like I'm being pulled over and over like a glob of taffy into aerated silkiness. But also how much I love these entities that have kept me in this incubatory prison – my father(s). I love them with all my heart and yet, I want freedom.  Just like when I left home at 18 where wanting and relishing my freedom didn't mean I ceased to love my parents and be thankful for the structure they gave me that shaped me, but was the whole point of it all.<br><br>]]></description>
			<pubDate>Thu, 01 Sep 2011 01:31:43 +0000</pubDate>
			<dc:creator>Alisa</dc:creator>
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			<title>Black Sun</title>
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			<description><![CDATA[ooo what wonderous similarities with your stargate pictures and that of those images you posted! the truth has always been right in front our eyes  <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/default_dark/eyeball.gif" alt="eyeball" title="eyeball" height="40" width="43" /><br><br>]]></description>
			<pubDate>Thu, 28 Apr 2011 02:37:42 +0000</pubDate>
			<dc:creator>orb_queen</dc:creator>
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