I’m not sure of what type of spider it is but its fangs are huge. I’m a bit like you overcoming the fear and they say best way to overcome any fear is to confront it and it think it actually works.
I see two eyes on the outer edges and six more that you rightfully described as gems that I think are receptors of some sort. I wish we had a resident Arachnologist to shed more light. magnify

TVSAT from your description it sounds like you have been bitten by it.
If symptoms persist please see a medical physician or call emergency..!! scared


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