I have a court order, That States:

The Chief Executive is authorised to require the following person to answer to the best of the persons knowledge, Information or belief, Questions put by a employee of the department Authorised by the minister to exercise the power to question in relation to My Name.

A: The Commissioner, South Australia Police
B: The Commissioner, Queensland Police
C: Chief executive officer, Child protection service Queensland

So, I try, I ring lawyers after lawyers after lawyers.Quoting the Above Statement.
Either I got, We dont do legal aid, we dont do pro bono. you need at lest $2000 in a trust account before we even look at you. Havnt we dealt with you before and told you not to ring here again. dont call us,we call you.
Is someone out there getting the Picture?. to what I am really saying ?. I Get No Help From Nobody In This City I live in.

So, this morning I ring the mundingburra police station and told of the court order and the people I was told to see.
The Rag that was responding to me. Had no Idea to what I was asking and explaining from the documents of the court order.
I said to her, at the end of the day. if you dont do your job and inform these people. Then when I see the Judge I will outline your refusal to comprehend to the request of the said order.
It is not I that is a retard you are. this rag, got hostile and told me to shut up, I started to curse her and told the rag, you know who I am, who pricks know where I live, come frking visit me. and do the work correctly and I hang up the ph.

Then Im told to hang in there, Be strong, dont give up.
your not in my stinking frking shoes, your not feeling this pains the way I am. your not getting rejected and refused any form of help as I am.
Your not living in a man made prison, No one understands, this loneliness, Im the one that each day has to look at this empty dead house and see the memories float by of a family that was.
For frk sake I still have in box's baby items that I and the last partner obtain, I have a room that was being built just for the baby.
I see two woman and three children as ghosts in front of my eyes.
Be strong??. when I am crumbling everyday. when I see nothing that will get me out of this pit.
only thing I have left of any value. Is me. and its the inner me that is dieing each day, slowly.
Just one true friend, that has not left my side, Only one soul that is next to me yearning for the same thing. JUSTICE.

In case none of you's here believe that I try

http://www.google.com.au/search?hl=en&client=firefox-a&rls=org.mozilla%3Aen-US%3Aofficial&q=Queensland+townsville+Lawyers&btnG=Search&meta=cr%3DcountryAU

every name you see on that Page, I have rang.
only to be told Cant help you, dont want to help you, and wheres your money.
or, sorry were not doing any business due to the Xmas festive season, we are going to have a good holiday.


Seems Im not going to have anything frking Good.

I understand the furstrations of trying to find a lawyer.
Because of my issues i have to obtain a lawyer in a different state to where i live.

and I have also try that to.
Lawyers here run the other way. In the US of A, Lawyers will break your legs to represent you.
Cos! they, Unlike these power retards here in Ozland, The Usa lawyers can see the end picture, in cases like mine. The compo and the civil action.

Now why do retards of lawyers in ozland do this for?. just pure gutless. Oh! hang on. If I had say 20,000 spare to waste, I could buy a Australian retarded lawyer, who would lick my ballz and jump to action.
this is also the attitude handed down to me, from these lawyers and DOCS and Cops.

I will still challenge anyone here who reads this, to spend one frking stinking day with me and See what I have to go thru. see how I am living.
Dont give up, ay, I shoulda broke the frking law yrs ago and this would of been dealt with.
either way, i am in a prison.
only difference is. in prison I get feed, I dont have to struggle to keep up to the bills. I wont be alone.


For yesterday's past follows the shadows to haunt,the dreams of tomorrow.

This is meant to be families sa's responsibility. they are supposed to be investigating, as it states in the court document, but what they have done is shipped you to another state, and thought now he has gone, lets focus on the female. We wont be hearing from him again.

What they have forgotten is that the above was court ordered and at this stage, which has been six weeks, they have done sweet frk all, and the fourty two day investigation is over on christmas eve. So havent they broken YET another law!!!!!

yep, they have, by neglecting me, only Proves, I am right all along.
Who would blame me if I went and blew up a DOCS building, just to get the attention that should of been investigated from word go.

Who would ???. what reaction do these retards want, when they break the same laws.


I thank god, I have not crossed that line.

Only through me nagging u not to cross that line, U cant lower yourself to their standards, thats what they want

lo, yeah, you nag..nag me to eat, nag me to sleep and come to bed before 4am.
nag me to be me. so babe, keep nagging, I love you and the attention you give me:)