Believe me, when I say this, as tears now fill my eyes.
losing one son to death was hard to live with, but I accepted the fact that he will never be with me. and That I can never ever replace him, My son Zachary Daniel. 7 weeks old.
But in me I knew the answer the cure to mend my broken dead heart.
To have another child to fill the empty void with in me.
then came Dominic Zachary, for 9 months i lived, till the DOGS came and took him. and I became a walking zombie yet again.
The came Zachary Nicholos, and this time I thought i had it covered and was protecting him and the mother by relocating elsewhere for him to be born.
The DOGS waited 20hours in the shadows of the hospital and the partner gave birth to her first child. 20 hours of her scream in pain, 20 hours of her looking at me with the love any man would die for.
20 minutes after Zach is born, he is taking away, I am surrounded by 5 cops and marched out. with Jody screaming at me , Please,baby prove who you are, you prove yourself.
No more love, no more family, and no more son.
and I am still trying to prove myself, I am still trying to be apart of this sick society.