I do not run from them, they run from me, as much as they have hit me countless of times, I seem to just get up and still continue forward, where the hell this strength is coming from I really dont know. I cant find any logics in my actions. need to Analyse more,lol.

But, TIG: how many had to suffer? due to my past?. how many times of a ground hogs day must I relive?.
I know how to lose, accepting a win, is hard to swallow. at this stage.
ya, there was times of good and happiness and dare I say, love. but that to, is destroyed.
all due to me being so selfish. arrrhhhhhh!!!!!.