It doesn't matter which way the stars come out sometimes they are the same sometimes they are upside down, the reason I use stars is because they represent Phi, or the golden ratio. This is a potent symbol, look at the number of country flags or corporations or businesses which use a 5 pointed star, it is for me a symbol of creation, and more its the "makers mark. If you can get to indigo, you can fall asleep easily in your alpha state.

The speech thing for me is at the back of the throat, like a low growl. The diction is weird kind of old fashioned, but somehow English, but pronounced by a foreigner. I'm always conscious, I can switch back to my voice to ask questions, and as such I don't need to record it, I remember exactly what I've been told. However its very repetitive, and with terminology I don't understand. The word "bestow" is very common.