Mon 13 Apr 09

I dreamed that I was in a detached flat at the back of Dad's house. It was night time and for some reason the roof was open to the star-filled sky. As I looked up I saw two small faint lights as small as the stars, but they were moving and parallel, far enough apart that it could not be an airplane, just two separate objects moving in tandum. At the glimpse of this pattern it dawned on me that this was something beyond the norm and that I should pay attention. As I continued to look I noticed it now appeared to be more than two points of light--a constellation (like a star constellation that was familiar, but I don't know it consciously) moving swiftly and uniformly. It was just so far beyond anything I could conceive of as man-made, so I took on the assumption that it was alien.

In touch with my deepest craving to know more and to be more, I reached out with my mind, knowing these evolved entities would be telepathic, and I thought/said, I see you, I really do, and I am open to you. At that they turned around and headed back toward me, the points of light becoming translucent ships in which some were pink and some were blue, something to this effect, two different colours. The ships reminded me of life forms themselves looking like the UFOs from David Sereda's “Evidence” or like sand dollars from the sea. Living ships.


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There were aliens inside and they were extremely advanced (compared to me). As they returned to the sky above me, I opened my mind to them more. I was slightly afraid, but far, far more anxious to have interaction with them.

They sent me down some stuff, like an operator manual and something like software that I could load into my computer which would enable me to understand the information they shared.

As I woke and reviewed this dream I received the concept of “John and Paul” (from the Beatles), like there were two different types, the pink and the blue, the John and the Paul. They worked together as a team even though they were contrasting with different ways of being.

The ships flew off and I began contemplating the idea of loading the software. It was so advanced and so cool. I had a feeling this had happened to others before me, who were ready and reached out. Yet, at the same time, I felt hesitant to load the software because I realized that this would give them access to everything I am, like opening wide the door, laying tummy up, exposed. I thought that this would make the whole entire world vulnerable, with me having been the one to open the door. And yet I knew that there was no way I could get the information unless I loaded this software.

It was unfortunate that I felt this bit of fear, but I did. Still, I inserted the software into my computer and I could start to see some of the translations. The information was so advanced, complicated and yet very simple at the same time--symbols! But I didn't get all the information loaded because my fear and inability to totally download it was stopping me.