Over the last few mornings I have been waking into a light sleep of cyclical waking consciousness and altered state. During this time I am learning about what is happening and will happen to us - Humans - as we reach the approaching nexus.

This morning, in particular, I was experiencing what it will feel like when this change occurs. It is hard to put into words (so sorry for my shortcomings here)...

There was a viscosity of water in which we all swam. We linked together and became like one. It reminded me of a net-work of "us" all touching and covering the surface of the globe. The colour I perceived was royal blue, as if the earth was all water, and we floated atop as a semi-transparent white network (like made of cloud). The feel was like sex and intimacy, but with none of the human taboo associated, just bliss and unity.

The most interesting thing to me was how natural this felt. More natural than anything has ever felt. Like going back to a state I have known before that is more balanced and perfect. I felt the sensation of "aloneness" to be gone and replaced with a sense of very comfortable oneness.

There is nothing to fear, as so many have said through their understanding of this upcoming change, and as I have also been told before by spirit. But I did not understand it consciously at this level until now.

I did however get the feeling that much like a tree that bears fruit, the earth has born us as fruit in a way. Many are ripe and ready for the plucking to become something more (maybe an apple pie, ha ha). And we will all become more together. Though like all harvests, there will be some unripe fruit that will not be ready at this time. I got the analogy that many of us will float to the top, but some will stay below (not yet ready/ripe).

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The other morning I was experiencing the analogy of a ladder in which we ascend. At the lower rung was a monkey/ape and the next step up was a dragonfly. I understood it better whilst altered.

And I do feel during these morning "lesson" sessions that I am part of some large instruction/tuition that many are receiving. Though, no doubt we each perceive the messages and analogies through our unique personal perspective, but the bottom line is the truth and the same.

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Once I was up and dressed this morning, still feeling the residual joy, I went outside to sit for a few minutes. My dog greeted me wanting to be held and hugged - he provides such unconditional love. I smiled down at him before picking him up and I spontaneously said, "You are me." The words just coming out of me like that surprised me for a moment, but it brought back the feeling of connectedness I'd had in the morning lesson. It felt so good that tears started flowing. I hugged him to me and smelled his fur (which I love) and he licked me lovingly on the nose. I realized that he provides me with the unconditional love that I want to give myself, that I actually give to myself through him.

I then thought, "Wow, he really IS me," (and I couldn't be more tickled to be anything in the world than my dog). And I realized that I am the others in my life that love me, too. All of humanity is me. But at that moment I could most easily grasp that my dog is me, and that was a fantastic realization.

And at the same moment I realized, to my amazement, the concept I received of the Army of Darkness ( in this experience I had) which I have been unable to fully understand, is really the "ARE ME" of darkness, my humanity, the dense individuality that feels separated from the whole. I have needed to join the ARE-ME of darkness, not as if enlisting, but rather to "join" together all the MEs feeling alone in this darkness of perceived separation, and reunite in the oneness of light.