I came across these two entities in a book I’m reading. I’m so amazed at the details in them and thought to share and see what you guys think…. Wotayarecon...
I resonate with this. I like how the lines in the brain remind me of tree rings and show if the years were good or bad as they do in trees.
The drawer uses 3-prongs and sharp teeth in both drawings of the red tube and then the subconsious entity. Three is a magic number and sharp teeth are predatory, and predation permeates reality and is especially poignant in the physical. Everything feeds off of something else.
The red tube reminds me of pingala (the hot energy that runs up the spine in kundalini). Ida is the left channel of energy which I see as blue. It is feminine, cold, and represents the moon. Pingala is the right channel, red, masculine, hot, and represents the sun. So I see this drawer as having identified too much pingala which would be a source of painful imbalance.
School is a notoriously harsh time for many people. It creates plenty of imbalances if there are not other nourishing forces at work in a person's life. So this makes sense.
Here's my experience. Though I record it as a dream, I know it was much more than that, as most dreams are.
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Monday 03 Sept 07
I dreamed that I happened to be looking down at my right foot when I saw a glimpse of a small green snake that had smoothly exited a slit in my skin circled my foot and lower leg in a figure-8 motion, and then slid right back inside my skin again. I was mortified! I couldn't believe this was inside my skin and I had not recognized or felt it before. I looked down at my foot waiting for it to re-emerge. And again, it came out through a slit, smooth as silk, circled and went back inside.
I felt just sick about it. I wondered how long it had been in there, how it got in there? Why hadn't I noticed it? Did it get in as a tiny amoeba when I went swimming once perhaps? It was certainly very large now.
I decided I had no choice but to try to capture it, though my degree of disgust was intense. And yet there was just no way I could ignore it now that I knew it was there. I waited looking down at my foot for it to re-emerge again. And when it did, I stomped on it with my other foot, trapping it. I reached down and grabbed it. I could see now that it was even larger than I thought. Its head was the size of small dog's head and now from underneath it looked cream coloured with a tint of brown. For a moment I was perplexed how it fit inside my skin so invisibly.
It writhed around, scared and uncomfortable, opening and closing its jaws. Somehow I felt love for it, and I knew that it loved me, too. It reminded me of a baby, a pet, and yet prehistoric and very toothy, its jaws similar to a crocodile in toothiness and shape of jaw. I knew I had to kill it. I couldn't let it live inside me and I knew it would go right back in if I let it live.
It was just an awful feeling either way. I found it hard to picture myself killing anything. And there was the innocence of the beast, doing what it did because that was all it knew, and there was my familiarity of it, too. But, the lesser of the evils was definitely to kill it. I couldn't bear the thought of it going back in me, such a huge parasite. And I knew that it had been influencing me in ways, so that I would do things I might not otherwise be choosing to do. And it was rather heavy as well, adding to my own weight. So it had to go.
I decided the best way to kill it was to smother it. I was near a bed so I sat on the bed whilst grasping the snake by the neck. Looking down at it, it writhed and opened its toothy mouth, reminding me of my dog that I love. I still felt compassion, yet my resolve to rid myself of it was stronger. I grabbed a nearby pillow and I pushed it down over its face. I worried whether it would work or not, or how long it would take to suffocate it. After some moments it stopped fighting and was dead.
Your dream is quite amazing as it closely matches things the author wrote about. He also captured the entity and pulled it out of his body.. He described it as ….everything went white and he felt a single tear in his eye and then his chest felt like it was full of grease before he felt it bulging out of his central nervous system and out through his throat and mouth when he grabbed it and pulled it out and killed it. As he pulled it out he describes how the acid secreting from the entities teeth was cutting and making his hands bleed as well. When he went to a clinical psychologist for help he was refused in fear that hypnotherapy treatment would bring back all the fears again and the entity would be reborn in him. He was then treated with ECT therapy and heavily medicated with what I can only call a cocktail of heavy duty drugs to this day so he can cope with his amazing past and daily life…
Wow. What a great description he writes. And thank you so much for sharing this, Flux. Amazing the similarities I have with this guy (he is schizophrenic, right?).
I have always thought (when studying psychology) that schizophrenics seem to experience a larger reality without the comfort of the many walls most people have. I have been dismantling my walls, but I am lucky to be doing it through my own will rather than having all the walls suddenly removed, as seems the case in "the development" of schizophrenia.
I feel no shame whatsoever in saying that I can relate to schizophrenics. Bless their hearts. Opening the mind to some of the larger reality is so dang scary, let alone all of it at once. And I believe it is intentionally scary because if we were familiar with the larger "whole" we would want to merge right back into it rather than experience this necessary opportunity for growth as individuals.
I also believe that for me, I need to break down those walls and get back to origin (the whole) while I am conscious and alive. This is what keeps me pressing on and knocking down walls despite the sometimes paralysing fears I have had to face. For example, the funnel web spider that represented my attachment to mother...that was probably amongst my biggest fears. Funny to think that, as I do love my mother. But to cut that cord, that really took all my strength. I almost thought I couldn't. And that the spider buried it's fangs into the flesh of my hand as I grasped it and tore it in half...sounds quite similar to this guy's experience with the teeth dripping acid.
To me, it is literal and symbolic. Whenever I have had big fears, they manifest as spiders. I mean, I hate to say it, even to myself, but I think this means that the bigger "whole" I come from must be spidery. The fear was implanted so strongly to keep me from it. And it sure has worked. I iz arachnophobic very!
Thanks for sharing this, Flux. If any more of it wants sharing...I'm all ears!
Not a lot more to share really other than to say after reading this guys stuff I consider him to have been a schizophrenic but now he leads a happy and content life in his own way. He says he achieved it through his commitment to treatments and ongoing medications but most off all by telling and sharing his story..!! He is currently part of an art workshop group and is becoming quite popular..
I am happy for him because being happy and content is fabulous. But, I think if he had a therapist that saw reality the way he had seen it, then the therapist might well have helped him to deal with the things he experienced without trying to brick the walls back up all the way.
Without having experienced either side of this story though, I can only conjecture. Plus I haven't read the book. But what I am saying is that this man, I believe, was merely experiencing a greater reality but without any protection for his conscious mind. I'm not against medications. Not at all. But I also feel it is negligent (from my point of view) to dismiss the reality he was experiencing as nothing more than an illness and complete illusion.
BTW, here is the drawing I made of the snake entity.
I wondered what else I might be harbouring and a night or so later, I experienced two entities that appeared to be living in my chest and heart. I conceived (thanks for the vocab JJ!) the word "endiver". I didn't make a written journal entry, but this is from my visual journal.
I'm not boycotting this thread guys, I find it so interesting. But I have to admit, I don't know much about it. So I'm just reading it right now, to educate myself on something I know nothing about! Just wanted you to know Flux, that I am checkin out your stuff. Love the new & interesting things you bring into existance for me, & have been following this one since your first post on it.
I'll probably have more to say as you teach me more about this subject. And to you as well Alisa, I appreciate your examples of relation in this, that help me better understand this fascinating mind of this man...and man in general. Thanx to the both of you, & please keep it commin! I love reading it!
PS. Flux, would you mind sharing the title of this book? I think I might go to the library to check it out.Thanx.
Hey Flux, check out the post by idan called "upgrade dna into 2002". There are some meditation sound tool videos, but then there are 3 seperate videos that he posted in the link that talk about the new spiritual evolution, manifesting creation, Mandlebrot, & has a snake in the video that looks an aweful lot like your schizophrenic's snake, & Alisa's snake combined! Please visit that thread, I don't know if you'll be interested in the meditation stuff, but the three videos called,"2012...", "get ready to go home...", & "DNA upgrade..." are the ones I want ya to watch. Pleeease.Thanx much!
Not a lot I can really teach you JJ. I’m on a journey just like you and sometimes it just falls into place. Sometimes it happens that meanings through syncs occur immediately and other times it can take a lifetime before something flushes out. Think of yourself as a sponge of information that you store away and as your life’s travels progress and as you cross paths with others the meanings of things will emerge. I don’t think that the book is readily available unfortunately and I was fortunate enough to actually meet the author of it. He was quite reluctant to give it to me in the first place and I sensed that he was very hesitant when he did. He told me that there are only about 20 copies floating around at the moment. Its so new and don’t think he is actually ready to have it mass produced yet. Sorry about that and hope you understand…
I totally understand the position you're in w/ the book & this man's confidence in you. No worries.
How fortunate indeed to meet him, & to gain his trust as you did.
Can I please be the sponge with the scrubby backing on the reverse side....ya know for that hard to remove grease(read guilt) & stuck on crust(read baggage)? Pleeease?
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What a great description he writes. And thank you so much for sharing this, Flux. Amazing the similarities I have with this guy (he is schizophrenic, right?).
I iz arachnophobic very!
But, I think if he had a therapist that saw reality the way he had seen it, then the therapist might well have helped him to deal with the things he experienced without trying to brick the walls back up all the way.![[Linked Image]](http://www.metawake.info/images/art/snake_parasite.jpg)
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