Not a lot I can really teach you JJ. I�m on a journey just like you and sometimes it just falls into place. Sometimes it happens that meanings through syncs occur immediately and other times it can take a lifetime before something flushes out. Think of yourself as a sponge of information that you store away and as your life�s travels progress and as you cross paths with others the meanings of things will emerge. I don�t think that the book is readily available unfortunately and I was fortunate enough to actually meet the author of it. He was quite reluctant to give it to me in the first place and I sensed that he was very hesitant when he did. He told me that there are only about 20 copies floating around at the moment. Its so new and don�t think he is actually ready to have it mass produced yet. Sorry about that and hope you understand�