Not a lot I can really teach you JJ. I’m on a journey just like you and sometimes it just falls into place. Sometimes it happens that meanings through syncs occur immediately and other times it can take a lifetime before something flushes out. Think of yourself as a sponge of information that you store away and as your life’s travels progress and as you cross paths with others the meanings of things will emerge. I don’t think that the book is readily available unfortunately and I was fortunate enough to actually meet the author of it. He was quite reluctant to give it to me in the first place and I sensed that he was very hesitant when he did. He told me that there are only about 20 copies floating around at the moment. Its so new and don’t think he is actually ready to have it mass produced yet. Sorry about that and hope you understand…