Wow! Thanks for all this info Starchie. I am more motivated to work on this colour/star thing if it can get me to a state that enables me to consciously enter the dream realm. Does it do this?

I also get the importance of the star symbol. I see it in my photos and dreams. I'm sure it has immense, multilayered significance and I also see it as a symbol of creation, "makers mark". Though I don't point it out, I often see stars in my photos (like stamps from the creator) and often they are in circles. I learned in my altered state that the star (pointed as it is) is the father's energy and a circle around it is the soothing mother energy. Then at some point I saw it progressed with rounded edges and an eye in the middle. I tried to reproduce what I saw, this is close:





I think it means finding the balance between the male and female energy opens your third eye.

What you said about the automatic speech sounded so "right". I feel I know just what you mean somehow. I also get repetition with my automatic writing/typing. And have also received "bestow" and words that sound like it. Some words I don't know like "emetrow". Wow. Here's one example which has the word "bestow" AND the beloved "enumerated over many variables". It shows how strange these messages can be, yet I always get lots of meaning from them...