Man I just love when we're online together, It gives me a better chance of replying in order to your posts.

Ok this is so weird Alisa. After reading your last reply to this post I looked back on the times of the posts that I posted earlier today. What's weird is I was very aware of the time as I was posting because it was almost time to start our dinner, my cut off on the computer was to be 1:00pm, which I totally did not stick to BTW-by about 40minutes or so. But as I looked back on these posts, I saw that every single one of them reads as being posted in the hours of 3:00 or 4:00pm. Why this is so I have no idea, I am absolutely positive that I posted in the hours of 12:00pm & 1:00pm today, as that was the only spare time in my day to catch up my posts. Remember we celebrated our Easter a day late because Karl had to work on our Easter Sunday. So the whole reason that I had to have dinner in the oven by 1:00-1:30 at the latest, was because in order to eat at 4-4:30, I had to allow the ham 3 hours to cook.

Now the even wierder part of this is, the reason I checked the times on them in the first place, was to see if the reason you were seeing my screen name in & out of sleep with 1s,& 4s was because I was posting to you at the exact moment. Well after looking at the times & realizing that they were all 3 hours off as far as the timestamp goes, I started to add all of the times up for each post. They go as follows...

It shows that I replied to 'Tree Face' at 3:19pm. Althogh this is incorrect & I actually submitted the post at 12:19pm. But the incorrect timestamp adds up if I'm even doing it right as 3+1=4 +9=13 which as you know is my reoccurring LUCKY number, which thanks to you I now know that 13 represents 4 & the death of something.

Next I replied to 'UFO DREAM' at 4:26, also incorrect time off by three hours.But add it up and 4+2=6 +6=12 and so the 12 should represent 3 right? This number we both know has spiritual meaning for both of us, as well as the four above.

And finally I replied to 'My Synchs W/Jaime' at 4:37pm also wrong timestamp. 4+3=7 +7=14...there's our 14!

I wonder if this had anything to do with you seeing my screen name in & out of consciousness and seeing the different varriations of the 1 & 4 along side. Also I think I know very well why we are connected through this number 4. Before you I was truly afraid of the meaning of 444. But now after learning so much from you on the numerology, coupled w/your constant reminding(I don't mean that in the condesending tone it might seem to have) to embrace the darkside, as all levels of neg are good and your very fact based experience with not percieving something as negative just because it may look scarey(vampy,green man,white wolf,). I think this number 4 connects with us because I was supposed to learn not to fear death from someone who is in fact the most relaxed person I've ever met, when faced with her own possible death on the ironic but definately not coincidental dates of 11-4 & 4-11.Which BTW I do not think you were wrong about, if you think about it many of the great prophets made predictions that were to happen further in the future, rather than in the near present. So pls don't lose you confidence on this because you are very tuned in to the messages you recieve.Maybe it's just the wrong year - and THANK GOD FOR THAT! But I do not think you were wrong, your average is too good!

Through this I've learned that A.) I have no reason to fear this number 444, as it represents the death of many things in my life & not necessarily my own demise. And 2.) I learned that even if it does represent my own death in some way, I have no reason to fear this, as from a numerological aspect I wrote this into my own life chart to experience & learn from whatever death lesson I agreed to experience here on earth.

Also, I have learned from someone so knowledgable as you, that I forget far too often to live in both the dark & light of the universe & not to view it in such a fear based manner.

And who better to teach me all of this than someone who not only accepts the dark, the neg, but also death with absolutely no fear - and I might mention that I believe one of your life themes & lessons to be facing your fears, as you've mentioned in so many posts & pms. This seems to be something that you've mastered, so who better than you could have taught me all of those very important lessons that I came here to specifically learn?

You have changed the way I view some of the things that I use to absolutely fear! You have helped my spiritual growth more than I could ever relate to you Alisa, & ya also put some of the human fears at bay, reminding me through those numerology teachings that this is all part of MY plan...the good, the bad which is good, and again the bad which is not always bad just because it's ugly.Heh, now I seriously contemplate the ugly and if UGLY even exists. Remember this is a far cry from the girl who joined this site almost 3 months ago thinking I had a demon behind my son & actually fearing it!

I've never been afraid of the death of my body & moving on to the etheral plain.But I have always feared the 'fear & pain' of dying in a less than natural way because of the times that I am living in. Now I know that no matter the reason or manner of my death that I can handle this, because the numbers don't lie - our whole universe is based on numbers so they must not be ignored.And if 444 is in my reality it is because I placed it there & something is to be learned from this particular death.
Then again as 444 is also supposed to represent spiritual evolution, we could both be experirncing this together because we are the ones who are spiritually evolved enough to get the message & actually try to figure it all out,& through this we actually help eachother to evolve even further.

I think this number has many meanings behind it for us Alisa, & I wouldn't be reaching on any of them, as this has been a consistant sign in both our mixed & seperate realities.But most of all I think we share this number because I had so much to learn on the subject of accepting death, all aspects of it, & learning to recognize the death of other things in my life as I change & evolve to a better higher consciousness. And I know in my heart that the most meaningful thing this number has taught me through you, is discovery of 'self' on a whole new, better informed level!! And for that I thank you with all the love & respect in the universe. You have been one of my best and favorite teachers Alisa. You have now earned a new badge amongst the others you posess...FEARMASTER...I've always wanted to learn from a Master, and now I have. Thank you!