Yesterday I was thinking about the halo cloud over Moscow and how I read in the news that a halo in the sky appeared that looked like a ufo, but of course, it was just a cloud.

I was thinking about the arrogance with which media people write off a fairly continuous flow of amazing phenomenon that could serve to open minds to a greater reality. But anyway.

About my dream...in it, I found myself with a petri dish containing a cockroach. I lifted the dish to my face and allowed the cockroach onto my face where it promptly crawled into my nose. I was horrified, as anyone would be, but I knew I had to allow this because it was the method of communicating with "aliens". The roach would climb up the nasal passage (which felt very real in the dream, though I felt sure it was happening in the etheric because such a large roach would not truly fit up my nose in physical reality). The roach would climb until it reached the 3rd eye area where it would download information from me that I had retrieved from my daily sensory experiences, and it would upload new information and software-like tools.

In another part of the dream I allowed two of these roaches up at once. I was getting better and better and not panicking and having a knee-jerk reaction to swat the bugs off or try to get them out of my nose. It was akin to visiting the doctor and allowing her/him to insert a syringe needle knowing it was necessary for the serum to be received or for blood to be taken. I had to fight that animal instinct.

I then found myself in a car with my mom. We were at a stop light. It seemed I was just waking up, like I had dozed off and suddenly found myself there. I noticed my mom seemed asleep, even though her eyes were open. Everyone around seemed dazed. I looked out at the clouds ahead of us on the horizon. I could see a line in the clouds and I realized there was something there. I could have chosen to ignore it, knowing if I looked away and looked back, it would be gone. But I decided I wanted to see it, I wanted it to be uncovered.

And as I thought this some of the cloud moved away and I saw that it was a space craft, disc-shaped, and with a fineal on top. I desired to see it more fully and it flew over head about 20 feet above the car.

I wondered at the prospect of me coaxing it out and everyone now seeing it. Did a person's choice to see affect everyone else? I noticed a few people in cars stopped at the light with us craned their necks to see the ship above us. I wondered what they would do! Then the ship flew off and the few people looking at it looked back ahead again. Many people hadn't even noticed it and the few that had seemed to have already forgotten they'd seen it.