2 nights ago, I dreamed that I am the parent and the child. That I begot myself! This works out with my theory of emulation and that descend from that which we originally are (all descendant from God).

Then night before last I dreamed of this important number I have received before: 4:11 where 4 is balance and 1 is chaos.

Then last night I dreamed of the red and blue. It's like yin/yang, male/female, order/chaos. Where both must be in balance and that when one starts to show imbalance, I must check it immediately. Nip it in the bud. I saw this in an example of an angry little blue face with a circle around it to target it. As if this is the one you must attack and get it back into line.

I have before learned that in order to flow and for those things in my life to flow, I must be like a shepherdess and put up boundaries in which all flows through but does not cross the boundaries. Freedom is within the boundaries and the "sheep" can move wherever they want within those. I suppose in a sense then that blue is one type and red is another type of sheep. I am to nip any in the bud that begin to get out of balance, which keeps things flowing more smoothly by not letting any problem or tendency get out of hand before addressing it. It's harder when one sheep escapes and you have to get it back in whilst hoping all the rest stay within the boundaries. Better to stop the rogue sheep straight away.