2 nights ago, I dreamed that I am the parent and the child. That I begot myself! This works out with my theory of emulation and that descend from that which we originally are (all descendant from God).

Then night before last I dreamed of this important number I have received before: 4:11 where 4 is balance and 1 is chaos.

Then last night I dreamed of the red and blue. It's like yin/yang, male/female, order/chaos. Where both must be in balance and that when one starts to show imbalance, I must check it immediately. Nip it in the bud. I saw this in an example of an angry little blue face with a circle around it to target it. As if this is the one you must attack and get it back into line.

I have before learned that in order to flow and for those things in my life to flow, I must be like a shepherdess and put up boundaries in which all flows through but does not cross the boundaries. Freedom is within the boundaries and the "sheep" can move wherever they want within those. I suppose in a sense then that blue is one type and red is another type of sheep. I am to nip any in the bud that begin to get out of balance, which keeps things flowing more smoothly by not letting any problem or tendency get out of hand before addressing it. It's harder when one sheep escapes and you have to get it back in whilst hoping all the rest stay within the boundaries. Better to stop the rogue sheep straight away.

Yesterday I had this fleeting window of clarity in which my thoughts led me to know that I am God. That we are all God because we are all his thoughts manifested. I saw us all come as if from his head. I have read this before, that I am God, (one of my favourite being from Impersonal Life "Be still and know that I am God"), and I understood it then to a certain degree, but it seems that I reached a deeper level of understanding last night that was an actually knowing of this.

So I had another dream of God. Actually, it was not a dream so much as a reviewing of information in which I fully (at the time) understood that God created two masks for himself. Though it is not easily translatable into words, something like a black and a white mask. Physical existence requires duality. And both black and white are God. It made utter sense.

And this reminds me of a dream I had:

Friday 16 March 07

Falling back to sleep, I dreamed I went to the gym. The gym in my dream was small, more like a two-room office. There was practically no one else there as far as I could tell. I went into the cardio area and fell asleep at one of the machines. I kept dozing, unable to make myself perform.

After much time passed, I went into the other room of the gym and sat on a couch. People were working and cleaning in the background, but I was basically alone. I suddenly realized that I was dreaming, though I wasn't fully lucid. Instantly I willed myself to fly and I began floating a few feet above the ground (not very powerfully). Then suddenly, quick as lightening and before I could consciously consider it, I asked to see God.

At that moment I was gently pulled the few feet back to the floor so I was laying on my back. Up on the ceiling were shadows like sunlight through trees cast upon a fence. I assumed that if I looked intently I would see a face form. I was a little disappointed figuring that this meant that God was the earth and its spirit, and that God was what I was capturing in my spirit photos.

I got back up and began floating about two feet above the floor and I said again, "I want to see God" with the same lukewarm fervour, and again not sure I deserved to request such a thing. And once again I was gently pulled back to the floor onto my back. I could still see the shadows on the ceiling, but now I could also see wolf faces within them. I knew there would be more complexity if I concentrated, but I can remember no more of this dream other than the idea that there were unseen helpers about, perhaps aliens.

I awoke this morning (Sunday) with a thumping headache. My dreams were about my earliest childhood memories with my Grandpa (who was my favourite human and he died when I was 8).

A quick explanation about grandpa: He was the type of guy who I could wake in the middle of the night and say, "I need some butterscotch choc chips" and he would chuckle to himself, rub his eyes, take me into the kitchen for the chips and set me on his lap while I ate them from the bag in the dark. He'd be chuckling all the while, tickled by my every move, whim and breath. He was the greatest unconditional love of my life.

Anyway, in the dream I was in his house going to each significant spot and crying my heart out, mourning, and trying to release the sadness that in the dream I knew I had been carrying every day of my life.

I've been going through such a cleansing process. Several days ago I received the word "effluvium". I looked it up: A usually invisible emanation or exhalation, as of vapor or gas. A byproduct or residue; waste. Latin, from effluere, to flow out. The physical manifestations I am experiencing really jibe with this. I wake with a headache most of the time. My teeth and jaws ache on and off throughout each day (but I am removing focus which is helping heaps!). And my ears ache and swell up on and off. I feel as though deep pain/build-up is slowly seeping out of me.

I've also been reading, with great fascination, about DMT experiences people have. They sound like my night vision/experiences, only more condensed. I realize I must be manufacturing quite a bit of my own internal DMT (OMGosh, I'm an illegal drug lab! -- fancy a substance produced naturally in the brain to be illegal but anyway... ). In essence, I am awakening to and interacting with a greater reality full of amazing and bizarre entities that at once seem totally foreign, and yet also very familiar.

When I woke this morning I had knowledge that another form of myself that reminded me of an anthropomorphic insect, and me, had been working to heal/fix/balance each other in some juxtaposed way. I was fully conscious laying there, untangling my pounding headache and wiping the drool from my mouth, going over my dream of visiting grandpa's house and all of the strange twists and turns it had taken, when I heard a clear tone (hum) in the room. Well, a small series of tones.

What the heck?! I thought. What is that noise and where is it coming from? I held still and tried to pinpoint it. It seemed to stop when I concentrated and then would come back when I was relaxed. I tried to see if it had to do with my relaxing, but I wasn't sure. It seemed to be coming from the far end of the bedroom, but with my less than perfect ears at the moment (sometimes swollen canals) I couldn't be sure. I was so fully conscious I had to reason that this was not an etheric noise (like an entity using tones to work with me) and yet...there was no other explanation...unless...it was the electrical tones sent along the power lines to turn street lights off and on. I used to sometimes here a very similar sound when my fan was on at night and the tones were sent.

But my fan was off. And it was morning. And I was fully conscious. So I reasoned it must be my husband's iphone stand. I fobbed it off and the sound had stopped anyway. Later when he got up I mentioned it to him that I heard the electricity tones in his iphone stand. I thought he'd be happy that I was choosing what he considers a "rational" explanation for once. But after a moment he said that his appliance is fitted with a filter for the tones and wouldn't have made that sound. Oh-kay. I'm going back to the entity technology theory then.

Maybe time will tell, if it happens again, if my etheric world is taking another step closer or into my waking world. That would be amazing. And these days, it seems like anything can and will happen!

This morning I woke to the words...

"The greatest show on earth is about to start!"

Though it was neutral in tone, it reminded me of what a circus ringmaster would say...like, "Ladies and Gentlemen, Boys and Girls, please take your seats for the greatest show on earth is about to start...!"

OMG, this hit home w/me so much! Remember a few months back, I posted about a dream I had where my whole family was on the roof of my house watching a light show. I had said that these huge structures kind of resembling constellations were flying through the sky & they were made up of pink & blue stars connected by segments of light, kind of like a dot-to-dot picture. In that dream I remember most of the neighbors were starting to get onto their roofs too, but they were scared. Most of them were crying, hand over mouth, & afraid of what they were witnessing. But Karl & I, we weren't scared, we were in awe & mesmerized. We knew we were witnessing something great. I cannot describe accurately the feeling that I had in that dream, or the feeling that I had when I awoke. But I'll say this, immediately after that dream & all week long I kept saying this in my head, almost as a mantra..."The greatest show on earth is about to start!" - NO LIE. I know what a crock of bull that sounds like, but I swear on everything dear to me, I uttered that phrase in my head every time I thought of that dream for a week or more. I knew it was a message for me, & I knew it was relating to an awesome change that the world is going through & about the things that we as a race are about to "see". But the feeling I had in that dream was that the things in the sky that we were watching had been there all along. All of the other people on their roofs were in disbelief that what they were seeing, had come here to earth to expose itself. But what Karl & I had understood (in the actual dream), was that what we were seeing in the sky, had always been there, doing exactly what they were doing. We were just now becoming "aware" that they are there.

Another thing about the dream was that it wasn't a dream. To put it simply, it was real. And I knew that there was so much more meaning behind "show", than just the lights in the sky. I took it as just a peek at one of the things that are going to happen. like the shift is actually going to flip a switch, & all at once the people will become aware, I mean really aware, of EVERYTHING. This dream excited me so much that when I think of it now, I experience that same feeling of awe, & being excited that it's happening soon.

"The greatest show on earth is about to start!"... I can't believe it, I mean I really can't believe that you got this message too, WORD FOR WORD! My hands are literally trembling as I try to type this!

This has put me on cloud nine, as I now know, it's near. I was meant to see this post today, I just thought about my dream last night while checking out your ascension link. It brought back the dream in an instant! And now you post the very message that I received about the dream the same night. If only I had read this post last night right after reading the ascension post! Wow, I'm just flabbergasted!
Big thanks for this one A, BIG THANKS:0)

Oh wow! What a brilliant sync and validation! Of course I remember your dream of the pink and blue stars, as I had the same/similar type of dream. We are really showing our deep connections here.

Ah, here is where we shared our dreams: UFO Dream

Searching and finding stuff in this forum is not as easy as I'd like it to be. But if you are logged in you can use the "search function" in the right column. Otherwise, you can use the customized "Google Search" in the top "Aus-City Group Forums" banner.

Another cool thing, while I'm explaining, is to use the "watched" feature if you are a member so you know if there is a new post in the area you like. I'm sure you already use this Jaime, but I actually did not use this feature until recently! Now I've tagged all the Spirit Paranormal Forums and I get an email if someone posts. It really helps me. Yay, I waked up!

Anyway, what a treat and pure pleasure to learn that you had the same exact message "The greatest show on earth is about to start" for a whole week! If only words could express how much your syncs validate and mean to me. You are so important to me. I love you forever my sister.

Oh, just wanted to add that I woke throughout last night during a conversation I was having with someone(s) regarding all that is happening with the earth/ascension. And I remember them saying, "There will be no 'time', Kiddo." [No more time construct - which I take it will be a good thing.]

Also, that eventually there will be no eating (food=density). And that in the meantime, honey is good for energy (those who like sweets I assume) and rather than eating in balance of duality (2's) try eating in balance of triplicity (3's).

And if anyone can explain eating in 3's, please do!