Okay, I watched 1 hour 45 minutes of the first video. And thanks for sharing this OQ - it really added to my knowledge base!

Here's my reaction...

Initially I was excited because I could relate to the angle of truth she is coming from. But quickly I began to lose my enthusiasm as she kept going into the good guys/bad guys thing (which I don't embrace) so frequently and with persistent disdain towards those she considers the bad guys. I think it is a poor basis for an argument to keep referring to how bad the other side is - I'd rather hear mostly the good reasons to believe your side. I also was annoyed with what I perceived as condescendence and an over reliance on her knowledge of the technical terms she has learned to bolster her position and believability.

But where I knew I would not be watching the rest of the videos is when she named Thoth and his ilk as the "bad guys". Though she doesn't blame the people who Thoth has contacted (me being one of them) and now follow him, because they don't know better.

There were quite a few things she said that made me gasp because I know them to be true myself, and I've no doubt she is downloading information from "higher beings" by the truckload. But from my point of view, her beings are the manipulative ones.

To me it sounds like modern day religion and that the entities speaking would like to keep things as they are (and that they are the original entities that would have us as slaves). Status quo. No massive upheaval and change. And this does fit with the religious analogy of God and Lucifer (and she does say that the bad guys - Thoth followers - are fallen angels - FAS - something like that). But once I found spirituality, I went from believing and understanding rebellion and reorder as bad, to seeing it as very good and necessary. Existence is stagnation otherwise, and nothing is worse than that.

She even speaks of the vampire energy (and those who know me know of my connection to them). They've done nothing but assist me to be better and stronger and to aid me in achieving immortality through escape from the prison of this earth. How can there be new life without death? After a crop do we not till up the ground and rotate for nutrients? Doesn't reincarnation (repeated birth/death cycle) pose the most amazing process of experiencing many different lives/lessons without being stuck in one role? Everything IS eternal. Even the beings said this to her. If you don't go back to the whole as an intact identity, you go back to the whole as dust. If you take this thought further and further you will see that there is no need to worry or fight or block the unfoldment. A will much greater than our own is guiding it all and us. It wants progression. I can feel that and I want it, too.

Also, with the concept of food, which is what the beings said was the objective of these dark beings...I have said in various places in the forum that everything feeds on everything else on earth. Can you think of anything that does not? As above so below...why should it be any different for them? If we as humans consume a plant, the energy of that plant becomes one with ours whereby we benefit from the plant, and the plant benefits by becoming part of a larger more complex entity.

I have said this before in terms of probiotics and the message I received over and over again from the Goddess that to consume probiotics is actually more about the probiotic bacteria than the host (human) because it gives the bacteria a chance to evolve and change by living in our intestines. It can become so much more than if it only ever lived in its natural environment. And...the same can be said for our energy if we are consumed by the energy of a greater power.

In the end we all come from the same source anyway. There is no need to fight and feud and memorize technical data, etc., IMO, because all we need to do is let go and let God, and overcome our fear so we can be at our best as a vessel for divine will.

Amen