It isn’t a personal thing (even about Thoth – I don’t care what she says about him and I am sure he doesn’t). It is more about all the technicalities she describes. I have never been interested in the mechanics behind spirit.
I believe that everything exists through belief alone, so I don't spend time listening to Ashayana or anyone else’s technical explanations when technicalities simply don’t matter to me. The Merkebah and stargates are probably important things, but I don’t have the “will” to study them or understand them consciously. Some part of me already knows everything I need to know to ascend. I trust that. So that leaves me only needing to open up my consciousness to my internal knowledge and to build up my belief as much as possible. That is why I spend all of my spare time taking photos, communing with my spiritual peeps, praying, drawing, etc. These things all help me bolster my belief and consciousness. For some people, maybe knowing the mechanics of the spirit world helps them believe. I really can’t relate to that personally. For me, knowing the mechanics just does not appeal and does not assist me in my goal.
I recently gave the majority of my books away. I just don’t read any more. I spend so much time going internally to find answers that fit me, I don’t really want to read answers from others that don’t custom fit me. I still look and browse. I still have a healthy curiosity. I like to see if anyone has a little piece of information that might help me find a piece to my puzzle, but I know this right away when I see it. I get that feeling inside that verifies it like a little pop-up timer (turkey is done)! I was happy to listen to Ashayana’s ideas and see if there was anything there that might interest me. But after almost 2 hours, I was positive that she had nothing for me.
Whether or not you see Ashayana as advocating for good guys vs. bad guys (as I saw it), it doesn’t really matter because the entities that she warns against as creating death star merkabahs that lead to black holes and/or false ascension, ARE the entities that represent my belief system. I believe in renewal of resources. I believe the earth should go through a renewal now (as it has many times before). I believe that Thoth, as well as Lucifer, are advocates of humans, not the other way around. I believe that they have been maligned for some reason. Maybe so we can learn to think more critically. Maybe because the entities that malign them are mischievous/misleading. Whatever. But I’ve already made my choice. I’m not in the market to switch sides (if there are sides). I don’t want to find the good stargate and worry about all of that. I just want to focus on my 1-to-1 relationship with my god and to open my heart, mind and consciousness. To wake up. To believe. To flow. To become.
I heard her analogy of a shark biting your leg, btw. And I appreciate that she says you can’t get mad because it’s just doing what it does. I totally agree. However, I don’t think Thoth and related entites are sharks in the first place. But yes, I see the truth to what she said about sharks.
As for the FAs, again, I
am one of the fallen angels.
I like them. Whether they were a part of the Guardian Alliance or whether it was God and Lucifer, I believe whatever
the fallen angel did was good. So I’m not scared of him, nor trying to find a way around him, etc. And I believe Ashayana is basing most of her presentation on the premise that she has this special, correct information (just like churches seem to say) that is the only way you can actually ascend. And I just totally don’t buy into it. Like I said, it is like modern day religion – that’s how I see what she is creating. Exclusivity and good vs. evil, when in my belief system, the answers are available to anyone who seeks them and they come directly from spirit/god (no need for a liaison) and the only way to overcome evil/harship is to embrace it and reunify it with love/pleasure. So avoiding hardship is actually prolonging it. What she says, to me, is like anti-instruction. I say, just forget about it all and flow. Let yourself be guided by divine will. No instructions are necessary. Apparently she says this at the end of her video--so why worry about haranguing over all the details for hours?
About the vampire energy (whether literal vampires or energy that seems like a vampire), she said it was the “bad” entities (can’t remember her exact terminology) that want to use earth for food. I’ve been told directly that we humans, like all things (including the earth), provide a form of energy bi-product that is food for something else. Robert Monroe also learned through his years of studying out-of-body that humans create “loosh” which is harvested by “higher” entities. So whether it is seen as good or bad, everything feeds from everything. I explained how this is a good thing (like the probiotics). It’s basically up to whether or not a person wants to accept this system or fight it. In the end, if this is how it “is”, and I believe that it “is”, then fighting it will only exhaust one’s energy.
The Death Star is a technology or mechanics that they took from the CDT plates to turn Earth into a Fallen planet so they can harnest it's energy so they can live off of it to try to get their original DNA line to activate. The reason is because they keep cloning and cloning themselves that they lost it. They need it so they want go through the natural cycle of the whole consciousness death thing about turning into space dust Type of death. I believe that they are afraid of that, this is why they have chosen to do this. They want to be a conscious whole that is why they keep photocopying themselves and that's how they lost the original DNA. This is not progression this is actually stagnation so no one is benefiting in this outcome.
I guess to this all I have to say is it just doesn’t jibe with me. I don’t think so at all. In the event that it is true, then all I can say is...let me go back to dust. I wouldn’t want for any length of time to fight and struggle to try to control something this big. I’ll just go back home and start again. Struggling is not for me. Persistence, stretching my mind, opening my heart – yes. Struggle – no.
but, with the technical aspect I'll have to ask what is the point of receiving all of this information if you do not distribute it the correct way? If she is getting this as a download then there is no need to memorize it anyway, but in order to teach she has to come across to a wide variety of audiences. There are many skeptics and critics out there that she has to be on her P'S and Q's. b They are the people who are expecting her to back a lot of this "crazyness" up.
I believe that there is a certain level of leeway when you deal with these kinds of matter, but unfortunately when you put yourself out there regarding topics like this the more "Technical Data" the better in my IMO. take Brandon for instance he is one of those "I need Proof, data, Scientifc" guys if she didn't have all those graphs and terms he wouldn't have stayed in the room for two seconds!!! And yes, even though they are appealing to the eye they also have very deep substance to them. She also ends her lecture with that very same statement you wrote. When asked what we us people should do now that we all k now this? she simply says Live life! and let go and let God.
Let me just say that I don’t want to convert anyone. It is not my job to convince anyone or reach a wide audience. So I can’t relate to that concept for her. As I said before, each person can get any information they need and that is relevant by going within and speaking to “god” personally. Of course we are all here to help each other and mirror problems to each other so we can speed ourselves along. But no one has the burden IMO to save anyone else. So one may wonder then, why do I share my pics and philosophies? Because when I express them, I learn from them. When someone else reads them and gives me feedback, it closes the loop for me and solidifies my beliefs and truths. If it syncs and/or resonates with someone else, then it synergizes and accelerates my growth and understanding (and theirs). As such, I can understand why she would want to share her information and no doubt it has helped her understand her path better. But I still personally don’t believe that the fate of the world rests on her shoulders.
So I'll like to conclude....
That I am no way advocating A'shayana Deane and I am not 100% sure of all that she says and neither do I agree nor disagree with anything.I just find her to be a fascinating person at the very least and heck in my book she is one out the many people that I read or researched on that I find to have all her I's dotted.
Well, she is very knowledgeable and her message/information has helped me a lot. Quite possibly what she is saying is just another aspect of the same thing I believe.
I don’t know and I’m not that concerned. What I do know is it was WELL worth listening to the hour 45 min because it has led to this conversation with you and has allowed me to unfurl my beliefs in a fuller way than I ever have before. And by doing so, it has stretched my belief further and closed several circuits for me. If anything, I feel love for her at the moment for that.
Thank you for sharing this all, as I said above. It is one of the best posts I’ve participated in ever. It’s worth gold to me. As for watching more videos from her, I really can’t. I am becoming more discerning as I come to understand my own path and I know exactly when I begin consuming information whether or not it is something I want to pursue. I trust this part of myself. It works a charm. And she just isn’t tasty to me. No need to feel that it has harmed me or my enlightenment though, OQ.
AND, if you want to discuss
any aspect she presents - please post it here (write a summary or whatever) and I'll give my 2 cents with relish! In this way, I am pleased to learn from her (through you).
As for the parts that made me gasp, it was mostly certain terminology that I’ve heard from spirit, but also her mention of Thoth, and then the Vampire energy. I mean, I do align with certain aspects of the story because I have received the same story, only from the other side’s perspective.
