I am posting this in honor of all of the students & the teacher that lost their lives in the Columbine shootings. The 10th anniversary of this devestation is soon arriving in April, & I thought that the message in this video would be A perfect nod to all lost.

When I first saw this video, I couldn't controll my emotions over what a senseless loss this girls life was to humanity. What a senseless loss all those lives were. Then I remembered that each one of those brave souls chose to die that way on a spiritual level, to teach us about 'loss'. Now I just feel honored to have been touched by their selfless lesson.

Let's try to remember the good that came from this tragedy, & try to see that a message has been sent to us from beyond. And now I know that they did not die in vane. The message in this story is beautiful so please don't be discouraged to watch it, because of what you just read. This is a great example of being in touch with your higher self.
http://www.tangle.com/view_video.php?viewkey=83c83cce271d07ec64a3

In Honor And Loving Memory Of

Cassie Bernall....(17)
Steven Curnow.....(14)
Corey DePooter....(17)
Kelly Fleming.....(16)
Matthew Kechter...(16)
Dan Mauser........(15)
Daniel Rohrbough..(15)
Rachel Scott......(17)
Isaiah Shoels.....(18)
John Tomlin.......(16)
Lauren Townsend...(18)
Kyle Velasquez....(16)
William "Dave" Sanders (47)

Died April 20 1999 At Columbine High School
Jefferson County, Colorado

Bless you all

When I read this post I immediately remembered that I had a precognitive dream about this incident, or perhaps I was experiencing a real-time clairvoyant view given the time difference between Australia and the U.S.

From my hand-written journal (Wed 21 Apr 99):

I awoke this morning from a dream that I was with a female mentor of mine and we were in high school. We were smoking. The dream had a very rebellious high school feeling. I was at the end of the school yard looking back at the school which was extremely vivid in detail. It looked like a chalet and there were students everywhere. The scenery was the greenest of greens with huge pine trees and thick grass. The school was positioned on a mountain top in the Rocky Mountains. I decided it must be in Wyoming or something.

I wanted to get a photo of the school and the surroundings as it was so incredibly green, vivid and beautiful. I reached into my jacket pocket and realized I hadn't brought my camera. I looked again at the school, amazed at its detail. And then, just then, I opened my eyes and awoke.

The alarm clock went off and the radio came on. I was telling my husband about my dream and just as I finished the news came on reporting the shootings at a Colorado high school. Only later in the day whle watching Fox News did I realize that the story they called "Terror in the Rockies" had parallels with my dream.

After typing this dream...I go to watch the video link you provide...and what does it start with...A guy telling of his dream premonition

Okay, now to watch the rest of the video link...

OMG, Jamie! WAJNGE! If I'd had any idea what this video link contained... I felt this was a message just for me, though I know I am amongst the many who would think this! Words are just not good enough to describe how this connected with me. The validations.

Wow Alisa, I can see the hand, the eyes, a fish & what I think what appears to be part of I love you. But it is all so light that I can't see much else. Anyway to darken the strokes?

I made the image larger and replaced the file in the post above. Right click "view image" to see it even larger. It is an intuitive doodle from my visual journal on 23 Aug 07.

After watching the video link about Rachel tracing her hand in her journal, I immediately thought about me tracing my hand in my journal. Maybe it was meant to resemble and synch with what I've learned about Rachel today.

I remember some of my thoughts when I was drawing...I thought that I must love myself and reach out to myself. I also was learning about "emanation" which I first learned of through this spontaneous doodling. The spiral is part of this emanation. I feel the donut ring is also symbolic of time, life, the circle of life. And the fish to me is symbolic of Christ. At the time of doodling, I wasn't thinking any of these symbolic things though, just expressing whatever wanted to come through my consciousness. I cried after I finished the doodle because I felt such a boost in love.

Other faint shapes and words are bleed-through from the following page.

How precious that this means so much to you, I'm glad it helped you remember your drawing. These are those hidden synchs we referred to that validate some thing later in our journey.

My soul resonates w/hers. I feel the part of her that is me. She is one of the many different aspects of me as a whole, & I relate to her unwavered faith in what she believes, & how she was willing to die for it. Usually, I don't neccesarily care for Martyr stories, but w/her I truely understood her story to be relative to the world. I loved her words, & the picture...how prophetic, symbolic & beautiful, her 13tears falling from her eyes to water & promote the growth of a rose from the middle of the columbine flower. Exquisite message.

Then to find the hand on the back of the dresser 2 1/2 yrs after her death, & her writtings & art had already touched the world... "These hands belong to Rachel Joy Scott, and will someday touch millions of people's hearts"....and they did babygirl, they did!

Thank you for touching my heart w/ your beautiful hands...& Bless you Rachel.

And Bless you Alisa, for knowing self enough, to realize the message in it for you. Again you are so in "touch" w/all things on a universal level. One of my favorite qualities about you!

To me this message was & is about being "in touch" with oneself, & "touching" the lives of others...I think that's why I left the beautiful masterpiece of what is typically known as "Creation", as a picture in honor of a situation that "touched" so many, But a picture I have always reffered to as "The Touch", when describing that peice of art. Hmm.

I'm not keen on martyrism either. And from my perspective this is not a martyr story. For me the story was a validation about being in-tune with spirit. She lived a life connected to spirit, understanding God's will and her own purpose, and being so in-tune she perceived rather specifically her upcoming death. Also, it is a story of a Christ-like life...like Jesus knowing that he was going to be captured and crucified and yet allowing this because it was God's will. How strong is a person's faith in God if they know of their impending violent death yet remain happy and thankful for every moment of life and the chance to allow God's will to flow through them unabated?



What do you mean by this? I wonder if it is a painting I am thinking of.

Alisa, I'm so not trying to be a smart butt by this, so pls don't take it that way. I didn't understand what your question meant(why I think she was a martyr), so I thought maybe I used the wrong word. I looked up the definition, and I think I used it in the right context.
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martyr
Noun
1. a person who chooses to die rather than renounce his or her religious beliefs
2. a person who suffers greatly or dies for a cause or belief
3. a martyr to suffering constantly from: a martyr to arthritis
Verb
to make a martyr of [Late Greek martur- witness]
martyrdom n

When I used that word, I was referring to definitions 1 & 2. I hope you don't take this the wrong way, I would never get smart with you, I just didn't want to type all of the above defs.

Oh and yep, I think you & I are talking about the same picture/painting. It's the painting by Michelangelo, called "The Creation of Adam", or just simply "The Creation". But I have always referred to it as "The touch". I left it as an attachment at the bottom of the original post underneath all of the names of the deceased. I left it to symbolize three things. First how the Columbine incident "touched" people around the world. Second, how Rachel's story "touched" the world. And third, to represent the message behind her story, which I believe is ultimately about being "in touch" with your higher self & God, as I believe this girl was at such a young age. I don't mean that she martyred herself, but it has been said that the reason she was targeted, was because of her strong outwarddly faith & love for God. So that's all I meant, was that she died for something she would not bend on. The thing that brought martyr to mind for me, was when Eric(one of the shooters) lifted her head by her hair, after shooting her twice, & asked her "Do you still believe in God?" And she replied with "You know I do", then he said "Then go be with him" as he shot her with the bullet that ended her life.

I hope this cleared up your questions, & I hope that you don't see this as a smartypants answer. I just really wanted you to understand what I was trying to convey in my last post.

Oh the synchs and psychic links with this post, Jaime!

I did my post on the not-a-martyr last night. I woke this morning with some part of me reviewing this all in my head and saying, wait a minute, that is the definition of a martyr! So whether I was reading your mind, or whether we were synching up again, I don't know. I vote for both.

You are so polite, and I love that. And I don't find you a smartypants, and I am GLAD that you said what you think and know to be true. I always want that.

I agree she is a Martyr and so is Jesus.

And another strange thing and why I asked about the painting is because the night before last, I woke to these words spoken clearly and strongly into my mind, "Elohim raised his hand and placed a finger upon her." At that point, my mind came to full consciousness and I pondered this powerful thought, amazed as usual when I am given such a wonderful morsel of information from some consciously unknown source.

This was before I read your post. And I had a very vague image in my mind that looked like the painting "The Creation of Adam" (but where this knowledge came from, would have to be the very far reaches of my consciousness as I can't remember knowing that painting well or its name). The word "Elohim" sounded like "ella ham". When I receive these type of messages it is often accompanied with a knowledge of the spelling of the words. Otherwise I wouldn't have easily recognized the word "Elohim" which I realized/remembered was another name for God.

So how amazing that you were thinking and meaning "touched". And that you saw it from so many angles. That was the exact word given to me. At the time, I had thought this message was to inform me that I was touched by Elohim, and I still believe this, but now I realize that it was also about you, and about Rachel, applicable to those of us whom "her" fits.

And yes, so poignant and perfect a martyr was she that her last words were in conviction of her belief and the reason for the final shot that killed her.

Amen.

Aww, I'm glad that all came together for us.

I definately think it is so helpful to get the actual phonetic spellings of the ancient words in your messages! I was unaware that our phycic intuition included 'spellcheck' LOL! I'm surprised to hear you say that you don't remember being aware of the painting, it's original strokes lie in the Sisteen Chapel as the famous ceiling art of the dome. Here's a more complete picture of the painting, althoug it belongs to a collauge that covers the entire ceiling, this is just a small part, but bigger tan the one I posted earlier. Ooo if you're not familiar w/these works, I would highly suggest googling the Sisteen or the Sistine Chappel & look at some of the artwork by Michelangelo, It's breathtaking! I can truely spend hours looking at it & never see all of it.

Aside from seeing the pyramids in Egypt & Taj mahal in India, one of my dreams is to visit the Sisteen Chaple in Rome. Again although not a religious person (most, if not all the art there are depictions from the Roman Catholic Bible), I still marvel at the mind of one who produced such beautiful interps of that era. I think it is some of the most beautiful stuff I've ever laid eyes on!!

And the message that you got was probably just your higher self informing you of the concept of that painting, since "The Creation Of Adam", is literally the dipiction of God touching Adam to give him life. How very perceptive of your higher self to relate this to you by the words "Elohim raised his hand, and placed his finger upon her". I find it very close to the meat of that painting! Good job

Thanks for the background on the painting. And though it is familiar to me in some way, it really wasn't familiar consciously.

There is so much to explore.