From my journal...

March 7, 2011

SHE IS HERE. I wondered about her and heard (clairaudiently) "She is creating a brotherhood."

I saw her in space - the black sun, the figures and symbols that represent her. It was edgy and awesome. I knew without doubt that she is real and is here. Now.

I then dreamed/experienced that I was to help her by gathering people who had the mark/symbol in them. The mark looked like a rectangular oval. It was as if the symbol floated within the clear substance layer that is shaped like each person (their body). I think it meant they were ripe.

But I was a little bit early in my roundup (eager to start since I had a task) - not yet time.

It seemed there were quite a few people with the symbols, or perhaps it seemed so because they were clustered together (like people attracting each other and living/working/hanging-out together).

This morning when I woke my son (11 y.o.) for school he started talking about a meteorite. As he is autistic with language delay, I was quite surprised to hear him use this word as I've never told him it nor have I heard him speak of it. He said something like, "We have to use the engine to push the meteorite away."

I asked him, "Where is the meteorite?" He said, "It's coming to my house." So I said, "Where is the meteorite now?" And he said, "In space." He continued to talk about the engine to push the meteorite away and once said something about exploding the meteorite. I could see him searching for words to explain the concept that was in his mind.

I was a little bit shocked and very intrigued by all of this talk. I finally asked him if he saw this on TV or something. He didn't answer. So I asked if he saw it on Jimmy Neutron (cartoon). And he began talking about Jimmy so I thought, okay, maybe he saw this on an episode - it sounds quite plausible that he did. I still took it as a sign/sync with my visions (because to me everything is a sign/sync).

When he was ready for school the topic of the meteorite came up again. I asked him, "What color is the meteorite? Is it red?" And he said, "Or is it black," which is his way of saying that he sees it as black. Now I was even more intrigued because it synced with the "black" of my black sun vision.

I can't say what the black sun is in physical (spiritually it is a powerful female entity) whether it is a binary star, a black hole, a meteorite, planet x, or none or all of those things some how. My boundaries of "what is" are moving every day wider and wider.

All I know is that what he said to me synced with me and my visions, and not for the first time, and it made for a strange and interesting morning.

WOW Alisa Interestingly enough I came across a woman who said she had a dream/vision of people dying or leaving this earth plane from the upcoming earthquakes with the numbers 666 on their foreheads. I told her about the symbol you saw and we both wonder if that what she saw and what you seen might be intertwined somehow? As far and your son goes that is indeed a synch and a scary one at that! you both are so intuned with one another. He is just on his own little level, but one thing for sure you two are seeing the same thing. So I guess planet X/ Nibiru is indeed on it's way. It should be a fun ride to 2012 yikes!

I'm so glad you responded to this, OQueen. The black sun is totally on my mind today and I was trying to decide whether or not to add my latest thoughts/experiences about this.

Thanks for telling me of the other woman with the dreams/visions. I like that you hunt and gather all the info you can from different sources to see a bigger picture. I am sure 666 ties in with things. Of course it does.

The symbol I saw was definitely a rectangle with rounded corners (not quite an oval, but close). I think there are probably different marks. Oh so many syncs this forehead-marking brings up. I also had a vision in which I saw symbols on my own forehead area and knew everyone had their own symbols (series of 3). They looked die-cut with light shining through (like a jack-o-lantern).

But I really want to get some of my experience from last night down while it still remains in my memory.

I'll start from where I remember at the moment...I saw the scene of my house in the dark of night (as it was). A male entity was talking to me, helping me. I saw myself in a bed in the room next to me (the west bedroom) but I looked a bit different. My skin was white (as if painted) and my mouth large with black lips (as if painted). My hair was short and black and I had symbols painted on my skin around the fringe of my hair - swastikas. I was prophesying. That's the distinct word I know it as. This black and white me was talking/channeling a flow of words about the black sun.

I then felt/intuited the black sun. It was a black circle (not sure if it was a sphere or what because it might not have been a dimension we are familiar with). Inside it was the most intense white light and an equal amount of intense darkness. It was wondrous and yet also confronting/scary.

The male entity was talking to me about what can or will happen soon. I knew I wanted to go out further (in space) and explore beyond sheitan (a word like that). But it is an either/or deal. I feel I have been reviewing lately the option to reincarnate or to go outward into new areas. In order to leave the pull of the reincarnation cycle, I will have to be prepared, if this is what I decide to do and can do.

I saw everything in a symbolic way, though sometimes he spoke English words to me. I saw a freeway with cars going very fast. I gleaned the idea of weaving in and out very consciously (focusing) because at the end everything is going to go fast. He also told me that I can exchange a steak for the keys. I took it to mean I can exchange the cycle of having a body for greater knowledge exploration, or the keys to escape.

Then I woke and tried to sort it all in my mind. Finally I looked at the clock and it said 4:11 am. It is April 12 here, and would have been even freakier if it was the 11th. 4:11 is the time I was shown a few years ago...here's part of the journal entry:



The entity last night kept reminding me that this is all a game. I have been told that so many times now (like a video game or holographic). The night before I had a vision of moving back to my old house but with much more knowledge of how to appreciate it and greater confidence (I think this means reincarnation). And I was playing a video game, one that had come to bore me, but now the parameters had been changed and there were two things to control instead of one, and it was much more interesting to me, even a little bit delightful. I figured I could play this again with the new changes for a while before getting bored (but I was wary my delight in the novelty would wear off). Either way, leaving the cycles or staying, the changes that are coming (though scary) are going to be good because the way things are now in this world, at least for me and from my perspective, are no longer appetizing.

Anyway, today I suddenly realized that perhaps the aperture I am photographing is actually the black sun. I went back through all my photos to see how long ago this aperture (as I call it) began to appear. The first capture of it that I have is 24 Dec 2009. I don't know though if it existed before this. But beginning to capture it coincides with coming home from a life-changing overseas trip...and a new camera I bought while away. I don't know if the old camera was unable to capture it and the new one can. I tend to think I had a change of heart and mind while away and gained a new outlook (synced physically with a new better camera).

And I don't know if anyone else is capturing this or if it is visible in this way only in my reality at the moment, or if I'm the only one that has been looking at my photos by using filters in this way.



24 Dec 2009

I also noticed that I have been drawing this aperture and the black sun (feathered sun) for some time now in automatic drawings in my visual journal (more pics to scan in if I get time).



Feb 2008 (from my journal)


And I painted an image similar to this, then found this image afterward on the same day. It seems very synchronisitic in many ways.



"Magic Presence" of Saint Germain Foundation

Alisa you are so powerful do you really know how powerful you are? I mean I know I tell you this constantly but you never never cease to amaze me.I feel so magical when I talk to you or read your encounters. I wish that at least some of your wisdom gets passed down to me spiritually. Please teach me a lesson on how to get these type of experiences? do you ask or do it just comes? I know I'm probably no where near ready I wish I was. Do you meditate at all? I don't do you think I should? as far as the swastikas that's a very positive Hindu symbol. the Buddha statues have swastikas on their foreheads in Thailand. It means
may you prosper and have good fortune." it's at least 2,000 yrs old and it symbolizes the feet or footprints of the Buddha and beginning of the texts. So you may be on a new path to enlightenment with the blessings from the buddhas.

http://viewonbuddhism.org/general_symbols_buddhism.html

Thank you OQ! I appreciate the positive feedback and the compliments. And thank you for the swastika explanation and link.

You've had some amazing experiences yourself. And no, I don't really meditate unless I have a particular urge, and then I meditate lying down so I can really relax (and true it sometimes turns into sleep). But if I feel an urge to meditate, it usually means I'm going to get some good information or meet a spirit to teach me something I need.

I think the consistent spirit experiences and lessons come from my intense curiosity and will to know more about myself and why I'm here. If I really want to know something, I ask by setting an intention and then expecting an answer will come - and so it does. Sometimes that night (or day), but usually within a few days. And then the more I ask and receive, the more it strengthens my belief that I will get what I ask for and prompts new questions. It creates a self-fulfilling cycle.
Thanks, OQueen!

Speaking of the possibility that the black sun is the aperture I am capturing in photos...more syncs popped up for me yesterday, such as this story I came across Chinese Village Disappears. I looked around and found that plenty of people were saying it is a hoax, but something resonates true about it to me, probably because it mentions the word "aperture" (which is not a frequently used word, and holds lots of meaning for me). I also resonate with the insinuation that the village disappeared into the aperture (like a portal/stargate).

Supposedly taken from a Chinese radio report (I added highlight to aperture reference):



It is a strange coincidence, if it is a hoax, that this so aptly fits with the emergence of spirals showing up in the sky and on radar weather reports, not to mention my own captures of spiral apertures that I feel strongly compelled to call "stargates" and concepts I have received about them from spirit.

The disappearing village also makes me think about the Mayans and how they seemingly disappeared. And it reminds me of this dream/journal entry...



Also, all through the night last night I saw apertures and learned of them (though I didn't bring much back into consciousness). They looked a lot like stargates from the movie/tv show Stargate. They had a light blue centre that reminded me of water or glass. I knew that entities could see through them and move through them. The apertures came in all sizes and reminded me also of orbs. And its not the first time I've conceived of orbs being portals. I've had dreams and messages regarding that as well.

I searched through the typed portion of my journal for the word "aperture":





Hmmm, so maybe water does have something to do with portals (like in Stargate of TV).

And BTW, I came across this photo (taken 14 Oct 09) that looks a bit stargate-y coming through the west-facing window...

hey I have two pictures like that with a bright green orb in two directions. I wanted to show them to you. Also I found this on youtube it reminded me of your aperture pictures. I can email my pics to you and you could put them up if you want.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8-H3xlKU1gA&NR=1&feature=fvwp

I hope it works because you really have to see it! if not google weird effect in sky 1 to see if it pops up in youtube

Wow, what a great anomaly video! It looks a lot like a stargate. There are so many captures of amazing phenomenon in the skies and all around us. I sync with you here as I spent a bit of time today looking at similar video evidence!

Send me the pics, too.

ok I emailed them too u:)

All through the night between wake and sleep I experienced thoughts and messages about the urgency of completing the "stargate"/"wormhole". It's not the first time I've had a night of stargate messages and the concept of working to construct it. I saw the gate as dark circles of graphite-like material looking similar to the stargate of the movie/tv series. But there were more than one ring (3 or so), and they were horizontal with notches cut into the outer rim.

I dreamed that I was away at a timeshare resort that D and I had been to a couple of times before. It was affordable with only about 50% occupancy, so it seemed ideal. But our week's stay was up and it was time for the new occupants to move in. We started to pack up - we had brought so much stuff! We decided that when we checked out we would sign up for another week the following year. The young man working in the office told us that the price had gone from half-off ($250) to full-price (about $500) because there was a high demand for the resort. I didn't believe it, and I was definitely not going to pay full price so I argued with him. Though he seemed uncomfortable, he also seemed unable to offer me anything better. So I demanded to speak to a supervisor.

I went to the supervisor's office. The resort management building was big with very high ceilings reminding me of an airport. I noted that the supervisor was a small, strong Asian woman. A line of handicapped children were filing past her, as if they had just arrived, and she addressed each one unemotionally, initiating or admitted them into her foreign aid program. I ranted a bit and demanded that I receive a better deal on my stay next year or I would not return. She seemed unemotional and equally unable (more so than even unwilling) to give me a better deal. The prices had gone up, that was that, a fact. I made a final stand saying that we would not return then. She still didn't bend so I left.

I felt a little bit shocked and sad at the way it had turned out because I liked the place and wanted to come back, but I also could not justify to myself paying that much to return to this rustic (slightly musty) resort. It just wouldn't be a good deal for me any more. As I made my way back to the checkout office, I heard her crying in her office. She had kept a stoic face in front of me, but my forcefulness had hurt her.

I had to stick by my guns though because it was only logical. When I got back to the front office, my husband, his friend, and the people who came to take our room were still sitting there calmly. I thought that maybe in my absence my husband had caved in and signed up for next year anyway. But he hadn't. We really weren't coming back.

As I typed this dream out, the symbols and analogies became more clear to me than when I first woke with the memory of the dream. My earth stay has been fun and enriching the way it is, but I want to move on because it just doesn't suit the price any more. The new children will come and grow strong here. The stargate/wormhole that I have been building is a way for me to leave. Maybe there is a huge stargate in which many can go at once, or maybe there are individual gates/holes. I am kind of leaning toward the latter at the moment.

It is interesting to note the synchronicity of the NASA Image of the day (space telescope):





And how much it looks like the black sun/stargate:





This space telescope with its SIX 6-sided hexagons, and 24 (4x6) panels, with ONE man standing in the middle, further syncs with a video I came across today that I wanted to include with this post:


Carbon 7, 666, Shift in Consciousness
VERY worth watching!

I also happened to notice today that the photos I took while on holiday up the coast also revealed the aperture/black sun. I had been wondering if maybe it was only in my immediate vicinity, but its not. Maybe it is still somehow personal, not sure.



Original (water dragon clinging to villa)


Color Curve


Further research into stargate/wormholes led me to a page with images like these and more links.

The other day an apparition (many feel is the Virgin Mary) appeared in the sunlight (stargate ).





P.S. The image appears about a minute thirty 1:30 into the footage.

My

I don't know if this is Mary, Jesus, or an ET. But I think it is pretty cool. And it fits my stargate (sun wormhole) theory.

I don't know if others are experiencing this, but I definitely feel like I am living in the twilight zone.

ahhh yes I seen this very interesting!!! this is epic times we are living in yes indeed:)

ooo what wonderous similarities with your stargate pictures and that of those images you posted! the truth has always been right in front our eyes