05.09.11

I woke near 3 am, breathless and with a splitting headache. I felt an alien presence around in the environment (left over from my dream) so despite needing to pee, I held it until the feeling of these entities receded.

I had dreamed that I had made a teaching kit that contained props of sorts, some of which were dolls. I had made my first appointment to present this demonstration to a woman who had a special needs child (the type that in my dream had the feature of a larger head than normal). The gist of the demonstration was to show how these type of children were not defective, but special and good (and were actually this new type of large-headed aliens incarnating on earth), and that we needed to nurture them.

I felt I did a reasonably good job showing and convincing this woman, but I also was a novice, so I asked her to critique me. She did. Though it was initially uncomfortable to be criticized, I instantly realized the great value in the information and afterward wished I had writtten it down. I spent the rest of the dream side-tracked trying to find pen and paper to write it down. All I could remember upon waking was that she started off saying I need to be less apologetic and timid in my presentation. Which upon waking I realized was very true about me and a message I often receive in dreams, so took it onboard.

When I finally tried to go back to sleep at 4 am, I decided to listen through my auditory processing area for messages. I heard, "You are going to go down into the water, boom, boom!" I can't remember what else I heard before falling asleep. I woke in the morning with these words going through my head (me saying them), "The green, frog, murderer, vampire is growing his army." I felt he was also gathering the trees and nature as part of his army, perhaps against that which is coming to earth (Sarris). I felt a bit of disdain, but I don't know... It seems two sides headed up by green "monsters" are going to war over earth (the biblical angels and demons, with both sides being monsters from a similar lineage - think Annunaki, sons of God, etc.). I felt there was a desire/attempt on both sides to recruit me. To be honest, I intuited the good/bad, dark/light in both sides. And I know that like with human wars, the victor is the hero, and the loser will be written up as the demon.

I woke for the second morning in a row with the lyrics, "Abra-abracadabra, I want to reach out and grab ya.." Looking up the word "abracadabra" opened up a vista of meaning.