The new me, is just that..New. new understanding. not the old me.
Yes, it boils down to losing Love for nothing. Being abused by the Law, Losing my children,losing the woman.
I am not a mental case. My mind is at 100% functional. Yes, I have lost so much, didnt just lose a woman,She knew this from word go. why bother with me then, to hurt now?.
she was looking and I was looking for the same things, we found it in each other and it grew. Its when others step in the picture,Like DOCS,ECT. that will demand you dump him.he is nothing to you. gee, dont I feel so worthy hearing that.
Yes, words were said from me, in frustration. just words. to end a relationship, just on words,didnt warrant that punishment,unless someone else is in the picture.
I didnt lose that spark, I looked at her with love.
Yes, docs issues didnt help any. being forced away from her,didnt help, obtaining a greater distance didnt help much either.
There is NO chance that WJ: hate for me will ever change.
she only give half infos(just like docs does) to focus that I am the mental case.
of cos, I hurt, I didnt want to lose her. But her hate for me, on just words, Killed it all.