Your memory for all these things (bless you) is excellent.

Yes, the black wolf is one. He looks just like a wolf but is giant. I see his presence in the physical every night out to the South East when I look out my kitchen window. His eyes are made from spaces (where sky shows through) in these utterly enormous eucalyptus trees. It is so realistic that even pointing out the window to my husband he immediately reacted with a "woah"! Also, one night when I concentrated on the eyes trying to see them better, I felt the space between us close and my little dog jumped up from her sleep and began frantically barking. I knew that I had brought the spirit in more strongly or something like that through my concentration.

More about the black wolf, I have seen him in my night time experiences (which are more altered consciousness than dream). I feel very fond of him and I have hugged him and felt blissful about it. How he fits into this reality and me and his symbolism yet his being very real...that is beyond my current human comprehension. So I just accept him, love him, and respect the power I feel coming from him, record about it in my journal, and now...talk about it to you. veryhappy

Another is white wolf. She is a bipedal, blue cloaked wolf-like entity. She came to me one night when I was very nearly conscious, just enough altered that I could see her and still record it all consciously. I believe I was "helped" with this communication through some sort of device. I have had the most interactions with her and they were extremely realistic and impactful, but short of her knocking at my door and walking in physically. She said she would relay the work we were doing together to me through dreams, and she did. It was all happening in a layer beyond this, but as I said, very real. I could say much about her, but this is just an introduction.

Then there is the hag. She is a shape-shifter. Well, all these entities are. But she has come in many forms and shown me this ability intentionally. She reminds me of a fairytale witch in appearance (Snow White's witch). But she is very helpful to me and like all of them, works with me to make me stronger and clearer.

Then there is the Arctic Shaman. He looks kind of like an old American Indian. Not to say he is one, I don't know. He gives me symbols of the Arctic. He is a shapeshifter. He has also appeared as a Siberian Husky (which is just mindblowing, beautiful, fierce, intelligent) and also as a gigantic tarantula-type spider.

The vampire is the latest one to work with me. He is connected to various identities. And again, it is challenging to equate this all into physical reality and into actual words. I've had some startling yet cool interactions with him. I have captured numerous photos of him. I know he's been around the whole time I've been seeking spirit (and basically in my soul's life forever), but either he or me held back on the revelation of who he was to my consciousness until now (cuz I can handle it now paranoid) Ha ha chuckle

You know, there are so many faces and it is hard to keep them all separate. All of them are connected and some are more directly parts of others. [Linked Image]

Talking about this gives me that naked feeling.

Oh, and I saw the blue sleeve of Mom's robe when I was in a deeply altered state, so not in the room as such. Though she did visit me in spirit during the night when I was in an altered state. I mentioned this to my husband and asked if he knew what it meant that she seemed to be walking through the floor where only her torso was above. I thought it was symbolic, but he said, "Well that is how far down the ground is in that part of the house. If you stood on the ground the floor would come to your chest. Ooo. blink