Originally Posted by Alisa
I have to preface this by saying, Wow what a night I had! I got very little sleep because my pregnant dog went into labour and I could feel her anxiety and pain all night. I realized today that it was symbolic of another rebirth for me (I have had major shifts in consciousness each time she has given birth). BTW, she had 3 puppies. chi chi chi

puppylove

Originally Posted by Alisa

Then my focus shifted to view a group of white robed/hooded people standing side-by-side in tidy order, each with an arm extended horizontally to rest on the shoulder of the person standing next them. And he told me that those who think they are light (white) are those that "want" to be light - and to want [is to desire, and therefore] is not to "be".

Pretty interesting given I had not yet read your response here where you say such similar things. eyebrow

Quite correct with the concept. It is related to the ascension thread as well - the understanding of (as much as we can or will) the concepts of spiritual growth, ascension and related topics.

Originally Posted by Alisa

Gotcha! thumbup In fact, there is similarity in the journal entry I posted where I learned that to desire is to try to control, and that is fighting flow. (I am learning so much on deeper levels, thank you!)

You are welcome. Multi-level learning yay! bananna


Originally Posted by Alisa

I am opposed to light because I have spent my life surrounded by a majority of people who want to be light (religion!), and also now so many spirit-oriented people, I would otherwise enjoy communing with, profess to be only of the light (positive), and it has created in me an irritation toward it. Particularly the insinuations and on occasion outright accusations that I am in league with evil/dark (as opposed to them being in league with good/light). But I see more clearly on a conscious level that my irritation is in reaction to the incongruity of this claim (because they want and that is actually negative). So I am not opposed to light after all, only the the desire for light.

Pushing the complete opposite of the truth as the truth is one way to distort things and foster a 'shock' response in the psyche of another.
One does not "be" light. Secondly, the perception of an individual being either (of) the dark or the light is rather limited to say the least.

Originally Posted by Alisa

I say this in large part due to what I related above...the light seekers outlining darkness as what I was experiencing.

Reality conformation regulatory programming.

Originally Posted by Alisa

P.S. I keep saying to myself, Who are you, Al?! cool And now instead of A.I. I am sometimes getting the word "Owl".


Yes I'm clearly a "hoot"! high5


Originally Posted by Alisa

P.S.S. Do you have a conscious memory of sending me a message etherically (non-physically)? I mean aside from anything I said above...I saw this as a scroll of paper that unfurled with a message...


No, nothing conscious I can think of at this moment. I might have skipped a beat somewhere.