Key: Blue is You, Red is Me

Pushing the complete opposite of the truth as the truth is one way to distort things and foster a 'shock' response in the psyche of another.
One does not "be" light. Secondly, the perception of an individual being either (of) the dark or the light is rather limited to say the least.

Well, I think I should have worded it better and said that these people I spoke of want nothing to do with anything other than perceived "light" and "goodness". I should not have said they think they are "light" only. It is that they reject my love of darkness or my lack of wanting only "light". They appear to think and profess that any percentage of darkness is bad. Even to allow a thought that is considered by them (religion) to be dark to enter one's head.

And on that note, I recall at around age 8, when my philosophical brain spoke up to me and then never shut up, I wondered how you were supposed to stop a thought from entering your brain. It had to enter first before you even knew it was there in order to act against it. And then there was the whole conflict of being told not to think of negative thoughts, which then acted as a magnet to those negative thoughts.

Now I feel more clear, thanks to Ra material, about my path as service-to-self. Ah! And that is why I feel such aversion to service to others. I have to make that 95%. I think even my complaint of people pushing "light" on me is in large part people pushing service to others on me (which I need/want to avoid).

And is this what you mean by Reality conformation regulatory programming? People trying to push their beliefs about reality in an attempt to get others to conform? Or to get their own experiences to conform? Is it a program?

Yes I'm clearly a "hoot"! And wise!

The scroll was in Latin and was a "welcome" message to me from you. It was signed "Your Brother in Light" and then your name, which I forgot upon full consciousness for the most part.

After this an entity that reminded me of a tree spirit kept telling me that we are "him", we both are.

Cryptic is spirit! But I love it.