The other night I sat up in bed reading from my ebook. The lights were off and my husband was asleep, and the fan was on because it was hot. Earlier, when the lights were on, I had been seeing movement in the room (orbs in my peripheral vision). I also experienced this dark shape that reminded me of fabric move between me and the ebook which I held out at a distance so I could read it with my glasses on. The fabric-like shape reminded me of the sleeve of a robe. And maybe that's what it was, an entity reaching in front of me with only its sleeve visible, but truly I can't be sure and am only guessing.

Anyway, as I sat there in the dark, resting on my elbow and holding my ebook, the fan started making a strange noise kind of as if it was laboring, and kind of like a muted sound the tardis would make (for those who watch Dr. Who). I thought, Oh no, here goes trouble with the fan, great. But then the sound slowly went back to normal. Strange, I thought, and I went from feeling relaxed to alert.

I continued to read and my ebook page started to flicker. I suddenly felt concerned, but I thought, I guess the battery is going...but I just checked the battery and it had plenty of charge. It flickered on and off about 3 times and I said out loud to my sleeping husband, "Oh no, the battery is going!" I felt a bit of fear for some reason. The ebook page went blank and then a flowered screen appeared. I think I have seen this page before, but I have not been able to find it since. Then the ebook shut itself off. None of this, the flickering, the flowers, the shut-off has happened before, and I knew it was spirit getting my attention.

I turned it back on and the battery was fine. I read a few more pages to calm myself, then I shut it off and went to sleep. But it was an uneasy sleep and all through the night I felt a presence all around.

The next night (Jan 5) I felt the same presence that persisted. It was talking to me and interacting with me, but I did not bring it all through to consciousness with the exception of one point where it said, "Let me start by introducing myself - I am Sol Su Sal" (something like that). The whole experience was very intense and I woke in the morning with extreme allergies, sneezing, stuffy nose, blocked sinuses. Throughout the day it worsened until I was very miserable.

Having taken a large dose of antihistamine, I grew tired so I laid down later in the day. I felt bad that I had been such a "chicken" and so I projected outward to the entity that I was sorry I had not flowed with the interaction. Just then a female voice spoke inside my mind saying, "She [the entity Sol] sympathized..." The word that was give was not really sympathized or empathized, but was more like an apology and was a word that meant true understanding, as if she had experienced it herself. (The allergies and subsequent illness that lasted 3 days, were at the least a reaction to this encounter and my fear/resistance). After this was said, she said not to worry as [Sol] was now asleep. I saw a little door shut (in my mind) as if the messenger then shut the door having delivered the message.

It was a unique experience and despite my stuffy head, I felt pleased and amazed. I also was surprised to find out that Sol was a she, I hadn't detected the gender and would have otherwise thought a male energy. The messenger was a female, but it was a messenger, not Sol.

I decided to look up the name Sol Su Sal to see if I could find anything. Now I knew it was female, I figured it was probably a goddess since I have had visits from numerous "mythological" gods and goddesses over the years of my seeking. But I was surprised (like I always am when this type of thing happens), when I found that there is a Goddess named Sol (amongst other names) who is Goddess of the Sun.

I feel this is related to my experience with the Yogi and being offered the golden nugget on a flame. Something about the fire element and bringing it into me, or consuming it.

I might also mention that along with the allergies, I had a very upset digestive system that persisted for 3 days (sort of like a fire inside).

WOW Alisa you always have all the cool experiences now I'm Jealous lol!! why can't stuff like this happen to me? I mean am I not ready or something? I want to meet a goddess too!!!!! ok now that I got all that out LOL! Alisa I'm so happy for you boy you sure are progressing fast aren't you?! I don't know why I feel excited about this but I just believe that you are on a new stepping stone!!! YAY Congratulations!!!

When I read that you got allergies it immediately reminded me of when I went jogging at the park around that time and I just started flaring up with allergens. Now I know it probably was due to me being out in the cold weather running and all but it's just so funny that it only happens to me after the fact. I'm not one to ever get sinuses or allergic reactions to anything so for stuff like that to happen to me always takes me by surprise. I just thought I'll throw that out there since it coincided with the time frame. By the way tell Sol Hi for me and tell her to come and visit me some time LOL! Can't wait to tell Brandon this once since he always proclaimed that he is a sun god!

Thank you so much for the great feedback, Orb-Queen. You, too, have had some pretty amazing interactions. Just intend more experiences to happen, and they will. Though at times it pays to have a break as it can become overwhelming...which brings me to the allergies...

You and I keep having lots of sync experiences. I think we are tethered by spirit. I said before that we were cut from the same cloth, but to be honest, I feel that you and I are both children of the same specific goddess because there you are in my dreams so often, particularly ones that have to do with the goddess.

Anyway, it doesn't seem like a meaningless coincidence that your allergies flared up at the same time as mine. My son's allergies also seem synced with mine during times of major spirit interactions (I'll start getting an itchy nose and I hear him start to sneeze in his room). Last night was another night of high spirits, tramping through the house, some wanting to come in through the windows, both dark and light entities. All of the light ones were drawn to my son in his room, and the dark ones I was hesitant to let in (right or wrong) and I felt their sadness and desire to come in as they stood outside the open window. I woke with swollen ear canals (another allergy symptom) and I was not surprised to find my son had awaken in the night and turned on his night light. When I have spirit lessons, most often so do my peeps. Oh, and when I have really big lessons in which my eyes fly open with a start, my husband wakes suddenly as well.

As for the ear canal thing...they have been swelling up a lot lately in response, I think, to my fear I experience (and overcome) as I progress. I used to have it a lot during the time when I first met white wolf. So last night I prayed that my ears would not react and I was doing quite well until I became concerned about the dark spirits. Then I woke to the feeling of something in my ear. It felt like a moth was caught in there, in my canal, (it made me think of the name mothman and of the dark, bat-like spirits that I've known for some time, but that I had kept outside last night). I woke instantly and swiped at my ear. I heard the strangest sound ever as I did so. Whatever was in there was still there and so I began continuously swiping at it, trying to get whatever was on or in my ear, out. The sound it made as I swat at it was very real. It was like a strange reverberation, twangy - like nothing I have ever heard before. I sat up in bed continuing to wipe at my ear. Nothing was there though. I don't know if it came out, or if it was only in the etheric. I don't know if it was something to represent my fear that was "getting to me" or if it was something my spirit helpers place on my ear to help me keep the swelling down. Whatever it was, it was very real (even if not physical) and it really unsettled me for a few minutes.

I really got the heebie jeebies as I read about your ear canal problem. I was imagining the worst like a bug or spider got in ewww! sorry don't want to panic you or put those ideas in your head, not saying that that was what happened because I believe it was etheric as well. But since I fear the S word my mind automatically jumps to that conclusion LOL! But I'm glad everything turned out fine. I just would have been a basket case and I know it was annoying plus it's aggravating dealing with your hearing and all.

Okay so I'm interested to hear all about these dark spirits wanting to come in your home. When you say dark do you mean like negative spirits? or just the ones that are scary looking but really isn't all that bad? and why would they want to come in anyway? and when you say you didn't want them to come in does that mean you give spirits permission? and are we referring to entities/beings or ghost spirits? sorry about all the questions but all my antennas are going up trying to understand how it works

Does your son see entities or ghost as well? and when the activity is heightened what about your dogs how do they react? I've been meaning to tell you that over here on this end I been having a pretty dry spell. I mean nothing has happened as of lately, no dreams, pictures, sightings or feelings. I myself have been really laid back and chilled. Hmm maybe it's the calm before the storm what you think? also I had a synch today with the word "nuclear" so I wonder what's that all about and why that word. I hope nothing doesn't happen bad dealing with that.

Alisa I do too believe we must come from the same goddess!!!! I mean it just makes sense that we are always intuned with each other. I haven't been having any ear problems but I am having a knee problem the left one to be specific nothing like that on your end huh?

Thanks for all the feedback and questions.

Spirit does have to have permission to enter "you" and your area. I remember several years ago when I was wondering, after reading all the negative alien abduction experiences, if my spirit guides would protect me if something negative came along...from my journal (June 2007):



The dark spirits I am referring to from the other night were the bat entities. I am actually a part of them and they of me, and I do love them, but I had become paranoid, as I do on occasion, when I read too much stuff from a negative point of view. And I sometimes get lost when I let other people's thoughts of right/wrong influence me.

I "saw" them with my greater consciousness (where my vision moved from where I lay in bed to outside the window in the backyard where I usually experience the bats). This one I saw most specifically had grey/green skin and charcoal coloured wings. I decided I thought he looked yucky, which is not normally how I choose to interpret. I felt as if I was him for a moment and I felt the sadness and his innocent longing to come in the window and be with me. It makes me feel sad thinking of it, actually, that I chose to be judgemental and block him off.

It coincided with thoughts I had been exploring of light and darkness and the fleeting thought that maybe there should really only be "light" (even though at some level I know better than this). I became confused. One person who can really influence me against my own beliefs is my husband, and he had recently strongly advised me not to reach out to my sister who for some reason has frozen me out (blocked me off like I did the bat). It is my personality to need harmony and want to keep goodwill between myself and people that are meaningful to me. I would not rather have pride than love. But my husband has a lot of sway over me and he values pride. So it made me sad and unsure, and I feel that this in part prompted the dream-like experience. And I make the connection with my sister because she was in the dream that followed the experience.

Spirit is not easily translatable to waking consciousness. When you first come-to after an altered experience, everything might make some sense, certainly before you cross the veil into full consciousness it does. But the veil is there for a reason. And every spirit message is garbled to some degree when it passes through the veil into our physical world, and it is heavily flavoured by the personal lens/perspective of the individual bringing it through and interpreting it.

For me, I sometimes understand the experience and messages better with the passing of time, as the seed coming through the veil ripens in my waking consciousness. Regardless, it is always biased and not as pure as it would be without having crossed the veil. Or so I feel.

As for my son, because he is autistic and language is different with him and difficult for him, he can't describe or explain things to me well. I know he sees spirit because he tells me monsters visit him in the night. I ask if they harm him, and he says no. I ask if they are good or bad, and he says good. But he is still afraid of them. And though it is not 100%, a majority of the time when I have a strong experience, it coincides with him having a rough night of seeing monsters. The other night (of the dark and light spirits) before bed he said, "I'm scared." I asked why. He said, "Because of the monsters." And I said, "Where are they?" And said, "They are here".

The dogs also have reacted on occasion during spirit experiences. They sleep in their kennels at night now so they won't bark and do other crazy antics while I'm trying to sleep. But they have played roles in my spirit experiences when they've been with me on the bed. And sometimes at night if I gaze out the kitchen window to the trees where I see my spirits, and I see the spirits clearly and connect with them, my littlest dog starts barking and remains agitated for a long time. (So I don't do this often). And I used to watch the dogs watch orbs moving around the room, up the walls, etc.

BTW, I also have dry spells. Sometimes they are necessary to let you have a bit of calm again before all the lessons. The word "nuclear" can mean pertaining to a nucleus (which means kernel in Latin). A seed? When words come to me like that, they always mean something for me to note. But like my dream of the dark and light, the first interpretation may not be the right one. Let it ripen and see what it is trying to tell you or sync to you. And notice any other such words, allowing their meaning to bloom. I think it strengthens your conscious connection to your spirit.

Hi Alisa,
so sorry for the late reply:( I wanted to say that you and I think alike dear as always lol! I am the same way when it comes to becoming paranoid from reading too much stuff from a negative point of view as well. This happens especially when it regards Aliens! for some reason they totally creep me out and I have a fear of waking up in the middle of the night to have a little big head grey staring back at me! yikes!how do I over come this fear? I can deal with anything that is thrown at me ghost, spirits, demons and entities, but when it's other planet aliens that's one road I don't cross. I love researching and reading about them, but that's about it. Maybe it's because of how they're viewed in a negative light all the time, I dunno any clues? ah Twitter I don't have a account maybe I should get one now

Thanks for sharing about your fear of interacting with aliens. I think there are several reasons why they elicit fear - the negative stuff created around them, as you mentioned, their foreignness (or seeming insectile), their intelligence (how an animal fears a human), etc.

But like anything that seems fearful, it's all the more reason to overcome the fear by trying to initiate feelings of love and understanding toward them. This is of course based on my belief that all things are good. And as I often mention, I have not met anything that is "bad", only things that are initially misunderstood.

I overcame my fear (to the degree I have attained ) by willing myself to open my heart to them, and by imagining as vividly as possible, scenarios in which they approach me.

Hope these ideas help.

P.S. Yes, get Twitter. It's a great tool for gathering/receiving up-to-date information on your favorite topics. You can seek and "follow" people who are efficient at Tweeting the latest and greatest.

P.S.S. Also, all new posts on my forums here are tweeted out automatically.