That was an amazing dream! I really enjoyed it. Thanks for sharing! I'd love to know your interpretation of it. I believe the dreamer holds the most accurate keys to their dreams. I also find with myself that my dreams "ripen" after I've recorded them and some time passes. It's like the blanks start to fill in and the meaning starts to seep out.

I do love dreams and I am impressed you write your most meaningful dreams down. For me, dream recording has been a major tool in my overall development (and psychic stuff, too). If I didn't record my dreams I'd forget a lot of the details and I'd forget some dreams all together. But with a record of them, I can sort through them by topic and find the most interesting recurring patterns.

And thanks to the patterns, I've found in my dreams that if the setting is my mother's house, it is the female aspect of me that I need to note. And if it's set at my fathers, it is my male aspect. At times the setting is overlaid onto either of my parents' houses so that I might be at the beach, but yet I know it is also my dad's house at the same time. Strange but meaningful to me.

I also know that any sort of building/house is really exploration of my inner self. In some of my dreams I have even look up while inside a tall building to see giant X's which I later realized were symbolically (or maybe literally ) chromosomes. But anyway...

In your dream you start off saying you are at your fathers, so for me if it were my dream, that would mean I'd be about to explore the male aspect of myself. If this has any validity in your dream, then your girlfriend (Angel ) might be the only person who you allow into your inner male self, or that you relate to in that way. Though you don't make direct eye contact and you find it depressing, so even she is allowed limited access. This male aspect of yourself you find less emotional, not colourful, and numb. And interesting that you are sitting outside the house. Maybe this means that you need to work on embracing your inner male, or maybe it means this is how you see yourself from the outside.

There is no one outside of you either, not even a breeze, but you could still interact with others in a less personl way through MSN.

I overall get the idea of this part of you being very guarded what with talk of a male wearing a chastity belt and then the female calling you silly which hurt you and made you block her. And then after this episode, Angel was now gone from inside which may indicate that you are blocking the female from coming in altogether, especially if you receive any kind of slight or hurt.

But then your auntie showing up with the spam salad sandwich (love that part ) maybe is some sort of allowance for a female to get into your heart if they are a safe mother-type figure who brings you the comfort of food.

Still, I'd love to know what it all means to you!

Thanks for sharing, OMJ. It inspires me. Love ya!