yeah, it makes me feel sick, reading this.

Don't tell docs you were abused by your father as they will use this against you. they will say it is history repeating itself and your children are at greater risk from you due to your past.

we are each other's 'new' family here. We have love, belonging and acceptance from each other regardless of where we are or who we are. It's almost cult-ish - anti-docs cult.lol.

i'm sick in the head.