Speaking of spiders just yesterday I was getting in the car at the movie theater when Brandon calmly said watch your foot I was like huh and he said "your foot" for some reason I freaked out and flung my flip flop off my foot into the parking lot because I automatically thought of a spider!!! He was actually telling me to watch my foot because I stepped on a jelly bean and he didn't won't me to get it in the car LOL!!!! he bust out laughing and so did I. I think it was the way he "calmly" said it that threw me for a loop cuz I knew he wouldn't want me to panic If a spider incident would occur, so in the back of my mind that's what I thought.

Even today I had a spider pop out of the window while I was in the shower!! It was a little one but still a spider is a spider! plus the window is inside the shower with me so it was still to close for my comfort. I knew this was going to happen because we're repainting in the bathroom so we took out all the draws to refurbish them. I took everything out and was like just watch a spider is going to pop up somewhere because of all the junk that I have in those cabinets LOL!!!

My fear started when my mom actually took me to the movies to see the movie arachnophobia. If only I knew then what I know now My life has been forever changed since that damn movie I don't know if it was because I was to young to go see that sort of movie or if it was seeing hundreds and hundreds of spiders on the big screen might I add coming from all nooks and crannies killing people!!!! To this day I still can remember the scene when the tarantula came from under the toilet seat while someone was sitting on it AHHHHHH!!! so it's not genetics or from a learned behavior either.

By the way cute drawing I wish all spiders look like that then maybe I wouldn't be such a scary cat when it comes to them which is a bit weird if you think about it because coming and living in south especially Louisiana we have big big cockroaches!!! and everybody I know is scared of them don't get me wrong I don't like roaches either especially the ones that fly, but I'll take a roach over a spider any day. I'll probably run for my life and pass out with a roach but I'll just plain die with a spider wouldn't even have time to run