LOL

When I first lost my girls in 2006 I had a dream that I actually KILLED the infant of the CSO who took my girls from me.

It was shocking. I killed the child and felt absolutely NO remorse.

But this does not mean that I am going to hunt the guy down and kill his child.

Being happy to see someone dead is not the same as actually going out and doing the deed. A parent can't fight for their child from behind a prison door and that behaviour guarantees the child is removed until they reach their majority.

I don't think any parent dealing with DoCS would feel remorse if a CSO ended up in a coffin... I expect the attitude would be more like "Well, that's one down...".