And what were the police going to do? charge me for thoughts that occurred during the middle of the night and at around 0400am? Never acted up during the day. I told the CSO X and her supervisor that these thoughts were ego-dystonic. I explained that this psychiatric terms meant that having these thoughts from fantasies, dreams were ego-dystonic as they were disturbing and very distressing. That is why I woke up and sat outside in the yard and cried. I was overcome by guilt and grief at having such thoughts.

So were the police going to charge me for 'thoughts are enough for us" as CSO X stated to me?
Well come on - I have just admitted it here on the net/ publicly so come and charge me!