You know that is so sad, but I fully understand...before hubby and I split, we were so keen on having another child, our 5th but going through this I'm never thinking of having kids again ever, and for the first time I would contemplate abortion if I ever found out I was pregnant...

Another catch 22, If I ever was pregnant, I would have not choice but to have an abortion which would be alot better and less cruel than to have it born and taken immediately off me...