ya forgot Retarded frk'd up, mental dogs.
and thats in my dictionary.
hate,is nothing to how I am feeling for what the Dogs have done.
Each time I lose and or get dumped, this Emptiness,just rips my guts. tears falls,as all the memories of what I had and what I have become,from DOCS abuse,followed by the abuse from the woman that says Loves.I become a frking UNLESS man.
Begging for my Innocents fell on cold dead hearts.
Begging for the woman I had and the love that was there,also falls on a cold dead heart.
Who is going to mend that,DOCS??. like frking hell. after they invade, there is never ever any mending.

I voice out this pain and DOCS attacks more.
I voice out,about my relationship and how that was crumbling, till it all fell apart.
she to, now will hate me more for doing this.
I try to rescue it,I begged and grovelled. I did nothing to Warrant DOCS killing my life, and I did nothing to Warrant the Partner to dump me in such a manner.
It held no logics.
Unless there is someone else in the picture.
She writes odes to love,but were they meant for me?.