Ok Mr Sniper you are sounding cranky.
Something must have happened today that has put you in such a mood - I am guessing you are in a foul mood.

I shouldn't enter into it. But I will and here I go. So you can abuse me if you wish but I have to say it.....

Today you are sounding very self centred Mr Sniper.

It is better to give than to receive.
So putting aside what docs have done to you.

I ask you this question - what can you do to give?

e.g. join the group who are serving up lunch to the homeless.
e.g. go and support something instead of just expecting someone to GIVE to you.

and how do you do it? Ring the local volunteers organisation.

You are definitely excel at computer skills (that is plain to see) so go and offer those skills, that is something you can give.

Forget for once you have a chip on both shoulders.

It is that simple and will give you a wonderful feeling.
This is the beginning of being connected to others, to complete strangers.

Now I know you will have a come back for this comment. I imagine it will fire you up.